Our toxic love🖤🥂

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6am on Friday morning, the day had finally came and I couldn't wait. I snoozed my alarm for any other 15 minutes until a loud ping went off. I turned round and grabbed my phone,
Instagram
I went on to check my posts and was utter shocked.
@Philfoden started following you
@Philfoden liked your post.
Wow so he still remembers me, I have to see him in a couple of hours will he say anything. Millie stirred over facing me, "hey mills how'd you sleep?" I whispered placing my phone down. "Good,good and you?" She whispered back. "Yeah I'm so excited tho I couldn't sleep" I jumped out of bed and headed for a shower. My thoughts got the best of me and suddenly I felt the ground beneath my feet start to disappear as I slid down the side of the shower.
Phil- you deserve nothing Y/n , leave now I never want to see you again! He shouted in my face
Y/n- rot in hell Phil.
I screamed back in his face tears flowing down my checks
As I picked up the razor blade next to me removing the shiny metal. I slowly dragged the cold metal over my thigh, tears forming and blood dripping. I lay my head back letting the shower hit me and my fresh cuts. The sting gave me relief, crying right now was my comfort until..
"Y/n I'm coming in!" Millie shouted from outside. I quickly raised to my feet but it was to late. Millies eyes began to water as she climbed into the shower with me. I atomically fell back down and Millie joined me, pulling me closer and cried with me. "Y/n, please I love you" she cried out and my heart shattered "it's going to be okay, ok let's get you cleaned up" she added. She picked me up and I rapped a towel around me, I sat on the toliet and Millie cleaned my leg. "Thank you mills, I love you so much" I choked out hugging her tightly. "It's okay baby no need to thank me, I won't ask you to stop but I'm always here okay forever I promise" she cried lightly. I stood up and wiped her tears away, kissed her forehead and left for her to shower. I couldn't decide on what to wear but finally decided on

With my white and pink Alexander McQueens. It was currently 7:30am and we had to leave in 30 minutes, Millie came running down stairs behind me and sat down at the table. "What u wanting?" I asked her opening the fridge, "I'll have my protein bar thing pls" she smiled over. "Are you sure want to go Y/n you don't need to" she said nibbling her bar. "This will be better for me, can we keep it between us please?" I asked joining her at the table. "Of course but if it's not to much to ask what brought it on why?" She asked. I thought back to the argument with Phil 'you deserve nothing Y/n , leave now I never want to see you again!'.
That one sentence replayed in my head constantly, "it's not that thing with phil again is it cause if it is you deserve so much more my angel" she took my hand. "Yeah, he followed me on insta this morning and liked my post it caused me to think stuff over again I'm sorry" I said. "Don't be sorry just please don't think about him" she walked away putting her rubbish away. I scrolled through insta and accidentally liked the wrong post.

@philfoden
Tagged-@England
Bring it on,it's coming home🥳
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Declan rice- you said it bro💪
↪️were in this together💪💙

Masonmount- can't wait!!
↪️same bro buzzingg💙

Kyle Walker- it's Eminem😂
↪️shut up😂😭

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Well he's definitely going it will be fine. "Let's go!" I shouted from down the hall, I helped Millie put her case in the back and jumped in the drivers seat. We sang our hearts out to crappy music, I pulled up at the petrol station and filled the car up. "Oo let's get a insta pic" I suggested.

@Y/nsouthgate
Tagged- Milliegracecourt
New location pending...🏙
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Declanrice- oo where bestie?
↪️suprise!!

Y/n-fan<3 - euros?phil?!
↪️🤭🤭

Milliegracecourt- the best!!
↪️I know I am🥰

@milliegracecourt
Tagged- @Y/nsouthgate
ROADTRIP BABY🥂🤍
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Y/nsouthgate- can't wait for our destination🥰
↪️OMG SAME

Declanrice- come visit us?
↪️🤷‍♀️who knows

Y/n&millie_fann- prettyyy😍
↪️Awh we love you a lot❤️

We headed back in the car and Millie now fell asleep. It was 5 hours later and we were pulling up outside the camp. "Mills wake up we're here!" I said stopping the engine, we got our suitcases and walked towards the door.
*phone call*
Y/n- hey I haven't told the boys yet so can you gather them so we can suprise them please
Dad- sure sweetheart we'll be in the gym.
End call*
"Let's go" I took my suit case and millies hand and we walked towards the gym. We arrived at the gym and looked through the glass, everyone was there "wait is that Eminem?" Millie pointed at Phil and laughed. "Shh" I giggled back, we pushed the door and...