Our toxic love🖤🥂

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It was the next morning and Phil was still sleeping, I rolled over and groaned feeling pain in my lower region. You'll be sore tomorrow, phils words played through my mind. OMG I slept with Phil, Phil sat up beside me and cuddled me. "Goodmorning beautiful" he spoke sleepy. "Goodmorning sleepyhead" I giggled, "how you feeling?" He winked at me. "Absolutely fine didnt get me good enough" I joked and stood up. I once again groaned in pain and he laughed at me. "Okay I was joking it was worth it tho" I sat back down, "what's the pLans for today" he asked. "Secret" i laughed, "okay okay but I have plans for tonight so be free" he stated and walked out. I got up and  we went for breakfast. "Millie and jack are hear already" Phil said taking my hand, once we ate Millie and I left to get dressed.

Your outfit

Millies outfit

We left and got the boys, i drove and we later arrived at the arcade. "Let's go we have a film booked for 3pm but the rest of the time we'll just spend in the arcade" I said and walked in. Phil won me a giant teddy bear and I was so happy. "Thank you thank you" I jumped into his arms, after that we went and watched the film. When we came out Phil was holding my hand, "get dressed when we go back im taking you out" he whispered and got in the car. I said bye to Jack and Millie and told them to have fun, I ran up and got dressed.

I walked out "your the most beautifulest girl ever" Phil said and kissed me. After making out for what seemed like forever, he pulled away with a huge smile on his face. "You ready for dinner gorgeous?" He took my hand, "yeah let's go handsome" I kissed his cheek. I quickly reapplied my lipgloss,grabbed my bag and headed out for dinner. It felt so good walking through The streets holding hands with phil not worrying about seeing anyone. It was a lovely summer night with the wind breezing around me and Phil, everything around my stopped in this moment in was me and him and no one else until.. my phone dinged.
Becca😑
That's supposed to be me and Phil sorry girl he told me that's what he'd do for me when we were 14 your just a replacement x
I sighed,Phil stopped and looked round at my teary eyes. "What happened is everything okay?" He placed his hand under my chin making our eyes meet "am I just the re bound then? Did you have this all planned for Rebecca but cause I knew about yous?" I asked removing his hand and taking a step back. "What of course not Y/n that isn't what happened let me expla-". I cut him off "meet me back at the hotel in 20 minutes I need time to think" I said walking off. I decided to walk along the beach. I felt so much relief after the walk and realised I was over reacting.I walked back to the hotel and opened the door to see Phil with his head in his hands looking sad. "Oh your back can I explain please I'm sorry" he walked towards me before he could say anything else I kissed him. "No I'm sorry I overreacted phil forgive me?" I asked looking up to him. "Of course now lets go get dinner" he took my hand and we walked to the restaurant. When we arrived I was shocked it looked amazing.

"Omg phil wow thank you" I kissed him. He pulled my chair out like a gentleman and sat down in front of me "Phil you didn't have to do this it's to much" I said to him. "Y/n you deserve the world and i want to give up it" he took my hand and kissed it.  We ate dinner and joked around for a while "you know I can't remember the last time I laughed like this thank you" I smiled at him sipping my champagne. "Cmon pretty girl sunset time" he stood taking my hand and leading me out. I took my heels off and walked through the sand until we came across a dream one I've had but not that I'd get, here it was sitting in front of me with the perfect setting and the perfect boy.

"Phil wow you amaze me" I said sitting down, he lay down next to me and opened his arms. I cuddled into him, " you like?" He looked down at me " I love" I looked up into his beautiful blue eyes, he kissed my forehead and we lay and watched the sun set. "I'll race ya" he shouted sprinting off towards the water, I slipped my dress off into my bikini

I ran down after him and dived into the water, he grabbed my waist and pulled me to his chest. The wind was blowing everywhere and my hair blew in my face, phil moved his hand to my chin and put my hair behind my ear. I lay my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat feeling safer than ever. I looked up into his eyes and kissed him the moment was so passionate and real. "Y/n there's something I want to ask" Phil said looking into my eyes. "Yeah sure anything" i smiled. "I don't know how soon this all is and if it's what you want but you only live once so fuck it. I could be having the worst day in the world but the moment I see you that all changes. Your pretty much always on my mind ever since we were little. Your the most important thing in my life and I'll always put you first. Your beautiful inside and out. What I have with you is worth it, worth every tear I cry, every lonely night and the pain I feel from not seeing you. Your my one and only, when I picture years from now with a wife and family it's you and always has been. No matter how painful and toxic we are your all I want. I never get tired of talking to you. your the one who can make me happy without trying. When I'm with you everything's different, in a good way, I laugh more I smile more and I don't even have to pretend. your still the one even since we were little and you still are. I can't promise to fix all your problems but I can promise you don't have to face them alone. When I look into your gorgeous eyes I'm safe. You give me hope in this world. I want to grow old with you. So what I really want to ask is...
Y/n Southgate will you make me the happiest ever and be my girlfriend?". I teared up, "yes yes yes a thousand times yes" i Cried. I couldn't believe it I was Phil fodens girlfriend the boy I've wanted since I was little, I finally got him.We splashed around for awhile until it got dark, he picked the towel up and rapped it around us tightly I giggled while he tickled my neck. We got dressed and walked to the hotel.