Our toxic love🖤🥂

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Phil had disappeared so I continued in the gym but my only thought was, @philfoden- I mean🤭...
Like what's that meant to mean, I knew he liked me when I was younger and to be honest I was in love with him even when he broke my heart and told me he never wanted to see me again. There was something about that boy I couldn't resist I just wish I could. I pretend to everyone I don't want to see him cause I'm like a "fan girl" but I've never really told the story of what happened, Millie is the only one to know. I needed to talk about it I was ready, I thought I should tell Declan but I didn't want to sabotage their friendship. Phil walked back through into the gym "if you can dream it and you can do it!I believe in you" He mocked me. "Laugh all you want doesn't it sound familiar?" I questioned him. I wonder how much he does remember.

Phils POV

I decided to go back to the gym and when I arrived back Y/n was doing some sort of yoga which meant me laugh a little. "Dream it and you can do it, I believe in you" i laughed while mocking her. She sat up "laugh all you want doesn't it sound familiar?" She questioned. I stood and racked my brain.
Flashback! To when we were 5
The street lights had turned on and Y/n and I were giggling. We were hid in my front garden, hiding from her parents so we can have longer together. We were playing footie until we heard Gareth "Y/n! Hun it's getting dark let's come in now" we ran into my garden. She couldn't help but giggle, I put my hand over her mouth "shhh" I giggled back. We had been sat for around 5 minutes until "okay Y/n, 20 more minutes hun" Gareth shouted and we heard the door slam shut. I grabbed her hand and we ran onto the road, good thing it was late and quiet. We kicked the ball around and I told her about my dream, "I had a dream,when I'm older I'm going to be playing for Man City and England" I smiled while I scored into her. "Ok Y/n let's go!" Her dad shouted from next house. She ran up and hugged me "if you can dream it and you can do it Phil, I believe in you" she ran off.
Flashback ended!

Y/n POV
"laugh all you want doesn't it sound familiar?" I questioned. By phils facial expressions I could tell he was trying really hard. Which I did appreciate, I told him it when he was younger and well he definitely can do it. I was so proud of him but I didn't get to tell him. I miss the times like that, we would sit outside all night laughing and playing. I miss Phil...
He broke out his daze and I hadn't seen him smile like that since we were younger. "You remember?" I said looking up at him.

Phils POV
I couldn't believe it, she really did believe in me and I hadn't had time to thank her for never giving up. "You remember?" She asked. I looked down at her with a giant smile, "wow Y/n, thank you" I said sitting down beside her. "Well I did tell you" she smirked standing up. I stood up again and she walked towards the water bottles. "You believed in me" I spoke out, "well obviously phil" she smiled. Reminiscing they memories really made me happy, and I wish we could go back when we got on. "Well I'm going to hit the showers thanks" she said walking away. "Um Y/n wanna come in and watch a movie tonight?"I asked shooting my shot. "Maybe another night, I need to see deccers" she half smiled walking out.

Y/n POV
"wow Y/n, thank you"  he finally said sitting down beside me. "Well I did tell you" I smirked standing up. He stood up again and i walked towards the water bottles. "You believed in me" He spoke out, "well obviously phil" i smiled. Thinking back to they memories made me emotional, we got on so well why did he have to break me like that. "Well I'm going to hit the showers thanks" i said walking away. "Um Y/n wanna come in and watch a movie tonight?"He asked. "Maybe another night, I need to see deccers" i half smiled walking out. I walked back to my room and bumped into someone. "Oh I'm so sorr- " I began to speak. "Oh shut up" Declan laughed back, I pushed his shoulder. "Sorry I actually have manners" I laughed "walk me back?" I added. We walked back laughing and talking about the most stupidest things, he told me about lauren. "Declan I'm so happy for you, you deserve it" I leaned against my door. "Thanks Southy, any lovers recently" he asked smirking. "Well.." I looked at the ground, "your still hung up on Foden, I knew it" he exclaimed. "No, no, no well I mean maybe but..." I began to say. His phone started ringing, I looked down, wifey❤️💍
"Awh look at you all loved up, you big softy" I pushed him jokingly. "I'll be back at 6pm, we'll watch some movies okay?" He said. "Okay see you soon!" I shouted walking into my room. I hoped into the shower, singing my heart out to Olivia Rodrigo. I put on some comfy clothes.

It was 5:45pm so I scrolled through tiktok and Instagram for a while until declan knocked. "Come in" I shouted back...

Phils POV

I headed back to my room to shower, when I got back I turned the shower on until I heard Y/n and declan outside. I slightly opened the door to listen in. "Declan I'm so happy for you, you deserve it" Shs leaned against her door. "Thanks Southy, any lovers recently" he asked smirking. "Well.." She looked at the ground, "your still hung up on Foden, I knew it" he exclaimed. "No, no, no well I mean maybe but..." She began to say. His phone started ringing, what what what. She's still hung up on me, I can't believe it. I don't know what to do. I couldn't think of anyone else to help me except the only and one...
I called my help.
The call
Phil- hey bro, need your help come round in 30?
??- sure thing mate see you soon.
End call.
I hoped in the shower and let out a sigh, what am I going to do. I jumped out and put shorts and a white shirt on. There was a knock at my door, "come in!" I shouted back, the door swung open...