Our toxic love🖤🥂

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I sat up and leaned back to look at Phil, "phil can I just say thank you, you didn't try stop me and you comforted me I'm so sorry you had to witness that" I smiled lightly. "Y/n, your perfect and I'm not just saying that because well I like you but-" he began. "You like me?" I asked, "obviously isn't that obvious I want to be with you because your everything I'll ever want. Your the most beautiful person to walk this earth and everything about you is perfect" he spoke. "Phil I like you too but we need to talk this slow, especially after what happened after last nights events I can't deal with that all the time" I sighed, my jaw fell open as I revealed to much. "What happened?" He questioned, "did you do something after I left here?" He added. I couldn't possibly tell him about my relapse and me drowning myself in alcohol. "No of course not" I lied, "your lying I know that look so what happened?" He pushed for an answer. He stood and paced round the room, I sat with my Disney pj short and top set on. I continuously pulled my shorts down to cover my thighs, "nothing happened phil I'd tell you" i lied again. His eyes shot to my thigh and he turned to punch the wall, "fuck" he screamed. "Phil calm down your scaring me, it's okay" I raised to my feet. "Ive to calm down y/n are you fucking kidding" he laughed angryily. "it's going to be okay'" he mocked me. "Yes phil you do need to fucking calm down" I approached him, he stepped back so I couldn't reach him. "Phil calm down please it's scaring me" I whined. "Y/n I'm not going to calm down your-" he began to walk to the toilet,. He pulled out the large empty vodka bottle "your scaring me" he shouted. "Y/n your fucked in the head and you need help" he dropped the bottle, I looked at the ground, tears pouring out after his harsh words hit my heart.I felt his hands wrap round me "baby you need help this isn't normal" he cried into my neck.I pushed him away "no Phil I don't need help, I just need" I burst out into tears, he was right I needed help but I wasn't going to get it. "Come here sweetie I promise it's going to get better I'm here now" He wrapped his arms around me. "Phil I'm not getting help I'm sorry but I can deal with this myself, I've been dealing with this since I was 14 I'll get through it" i stated. I've dealt with this since everything with Phil happened and I pulled myself out of it before so I can do it again. "I'm just overwhelmed right now don't worry okay, I'm going to get better for you I promise" I looked up into his glazed eyes. "Promise?"He insisted, "promise" I assured. "Let's go watch movies in my room" he suggested, I grabbed my phone and locked my door. I buried myself in his bed as he grabbed the tv remote and put Disney on, "my favourite how'd you know" I smiled. "Stop acting as if you didn't bully me into watching Disney we were younger" he giggled jumping on me. "Ouch Phil careful please"I laughed rubbing my thigh, he removed my hand and jumped to his feet. "Phil I've sat I'm sorry come back" I shouted as he walked away, I heard bangs coming from the bathroom and was instantly worried. He came back with a tube "here this helps with scars I got it for football when I get tackled" he chuckled. He sat down beside me and gently rubbed it in I kissed his forehead while he did and in return I got cream on my face. I rubbed my nose against his and he had the same. "Wait we don't have snacks, stay here I'll be back in 20 minutes" he stated and left. I watched tiktok until I heard another ping, I looked onto the bed and phils phone lit up. I smiled at first as I looked at his lock screen me and him that's cute, I was all happy until...

Becca🤨
Hey philly last night was fun we should get together again, what a night I'm still sore lol😉 let me know and we can arrange anytime x

You've got to be fucking kidding me, her again what happened with them I can't believe he didn't tell me. I texted Millie.

Wifeyy💍❤️😫

He's a cunt and deserves nothing in life I hate him mills honestly x

Wifeyy💍❤️😫
Woah woah calm down what happened?x

I'll be back soon and I'll talk to you enjoy your date with Jack I'm sorry but I'm not going, Phil might want to talk Rebecca tho ask him😂x