Itzy's 06th Member {AU}

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As they went to her bed, they found a note.

Don't worry that I'm not in the dorm. I have something important today and I can't miss it. Please don't call me.

Su-Ha

Lia: Where did she go?

Yeji: We don't know. She asked us not to call her too.

Ryujin: Might be she has gone to the company or to SKZ's dorm.

Yeji: Yeah, let me call Hyunjin and find out.

Yeji goes to her bedroom and gets her phone. She then calls Hyunjin.

Hyunjin: Yea Yeji, tell me.

Yeji: Oppa, Are you at the dorm?

Hyunjin: Yeah, why?

Yeji: Is Su-Ha with you guys?

Hyunjin: No.

Yeji: She's not here in the dorm. She left a letter saying she had something important today and she couldn't miss it.

Hyunjin: What's today's date?

Yeji: *Checks the date* 18th December.

Hyunjin: 18th December... What is it... AH! Yeji, she went to her brother's grave. It's 18th December today, the day her brother died. Every year she visits his grave on this day, no matter what and when she needs some time alone. So-Dam Noona told me last year.

Yeji: Ok, thanks for informing us Oppa. Bye.

Hyunjin: Bye.

Yuna: What did Hyunjin Oppa say?

Yeji: Su-Ha went to see her brother's grave. It's 18th December today.

The others: Ohhh. We should leave her alone.

Yeji: Yeah. Let us refrain ourselves by not asking any questions about where she went. Ok?

Others: Yeah.

*Meanwhile*

Su-Ha's POV

I got ready in all black and left the dorm. I write the letter, change my clothes and leave the dorm.

(No jewelry and imagine a splint on her left hand)

I then wear a mask and hat so that no one can guess me. Soon I took my car and went to that place. I parked the car and got down. I had noticed a flower shop beside me while I continued walking. So I stopped by and decided to buy some flowers. I went in and purchased black roses and a few red roses. Black roses? I know, weird right? I'll explain later.

It took me around 5 minutes to reach the place. It's a place where no one knows except my family, the Shinee members, his close friends, and very few SM artists. I walked to his grave and kneeled and kept the black roses on the grave. Then I spoke,

Su-Ha: It's been 2 years Jjong. I miss your presence. I don't know why but I can't cry. It's been exactly 2 years that I have not shed a tear after your death, As I said to you the last time I came here, the doctor said that I tend to show my fear and pain as anger. But it's really difficult to stay like that. I was being continuously blamed for not being in sync. Even though I had to rest I came to the practice, and that is what I got. You might be wondering why I bought black flowers this time. Black roses are usually rare. The black color has always been associated with death and the dark side of human nature. So, people perceive that the meaning of a black rose is death and mourning or bereavement. This is the reason why it is included in funeral processions to grieve the loss of a loved one. A black rose is also often taken as a symbol of impurity, revenge, ugliness, and immortality. But for me, a black rose is indicative of a devotion that is as deep and rare as the flower itself. You were one in a million Jjong. You were a rare masterpiece that everyone lost. So since people should not misunderstand, I'm keeping a note beside the flowers, stating the reason why I kept black roses.

While I was writing the reason, I started singing Shinin for him. It was a song we both had a connection to.

아무리 봐도 손발이 말을 안 들어
그래 눈도 멀어 가나 봐
Oh girl Oh Come in Come in
해 들어와 줘 내 Around에
눈 마주친 순간 내 몸이 팔이 다리 Body 멈췄어 Girl
I'm into you girl

더 아늑하게 자릴 만들어 놔 Baby 그게 네 위치
Oh somebody call me 해도 나갈 생각 없어 나의 위치
난 네 옆에 붙박이야
우린 마치 쌍둥이자리야 Oh girl
감출 수 없는 걸 Baby come in

Always be with you you you you you you
Always be with you you you you you you
Baby come in, be with you you you you you you
Always be with you
날 더 꽉 안아줘-

As I was singing, suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. As I turned back to look who it was I saw IU. Ji-Eun Unnie was one of the people who I am close to after the members of Shinee. I got up and hugged her. I broke the hug and spoke.

Su-Ha: Unnie, you are here too?

IU: Yeah Su-Ha. I came here to visit him here. While I was coming I heard your voice.

Su-Ha: Oh, I was just kind of opening up and talking with him. I even came to visit Sulli and Ha-Ra Unnie's grave. Since it's just like half a minute because they buried them in this place.

IU: Can I join you?

Su-Ha: Sure.

IU: What happened to your hand?

Su-Ha: It's a long story. Leave it.

Me and IU Unnie then walked up to Sulli and Ha-Ra Unnie's grave. We both kept flowers on their grave and left. While I was leaving, IU Unnie spoke,

IU: Su-Ha, you need a lift?

Su-Ha: No Unnie, It's fine I got my car. There are some more places I need to go to. So you can go.

IU: Ok. Bye Su-Ha. Take care.

I then go to SM entertainment. As I walk in, I go to the receptionist. I then show her my ID which was exclusively made for the family of the idols. I asked her to guide me to show me the letters from the fans that were written for Jonghyun. She took me to the waiting room and told me she'll be getting the boxes. After a few minutes, she brought a few boxes. I thanked her opened the boxes. I was touched by how supportive messages that fans wrote for him.

Soon I completed reading the letters. As I came out of the room. I bumped into someone. It was.............

Who was it?