Kim Su-Ha, the loved idol Jonghyun's younger sister. She was 15 when he passed away. During that time she was auditioning for an idol but stopped after her brother passed away. One day JYP came across his trainee's file noticed her file again. JYP a...
As I entered the building, I saw Lucas. As soon as he saw me, he hugged me. I hugged him back. He was like a friend of mine at SM. He then took me to the studio where they make music. I said to him that I could manage it when we reached the room. As I went in I saw the members sitting and thinking about something. I coughed so that they would notice that I'm here.
Onew: Have a seat Su-Ha. There's one more person who has to come.
That's when Lee Soo-man entered. All of us got up and bowed to him.
Soo-Man: This is a meeting about the future of you guys. It's important.
All of us nod our heads in agreement. He continued.
Lee Soo-Man: Since Jonghyun is no more we should be halting the group activities for a while. After that time we can think about disbanding or continuing.
All of us: Yes sir.
Lee Soo-Man: Su-Ha, I need you to decide what to do. Your brother was a crucial member of the group and he's no more. Now he also had a solo album coming up. But now we can't publish it. What's your opinion?
Su-Ha: *as I took a deep breath* Sir, I'll speak about the album but I have something else first. Just because my brother died, I can't see the 4 people's future getting destroyed. It would be meaningless if this group disbands. I know my brother was a crucial member and he's no more. I mean if he had such kind of problems he should have opened up with us. Like I know companies do take care of their idols. Why couldn't he trust us?! Were we such bad people?!
Key: Su-Ha, calm down. Sorry sir, After he passed away she went into depression. She is not able to express her fear and sadness normally. She gets angry.
Lee Soo-Man: It's all right. So Su-Ha you want Shinee to continue?
Su-Ha: Yes sir. It's my request. And about the album. We'll release it. I will take care release of the album. Another request sir. All the profits that come from the album should be given to my mother. We could start a charity foundation to help others.
Lee Soo-man: Ok. Then this decision is final. Shinee will continue as a group, but a small hiatus will be given. Jonghyun's album will be released. By Su-Ha. Now I'll get going.
As Lee Soo-man left I felt I was being pulled into a group hug. They all started to cry.
Su-Ha: Guys why are you crying.
Tae-Min: Thank you Su-Ha. I can't express how much it means to us.
Su-Ha: Guys, we gotta move on...
Key: Yeah
Time passed. His final album was released posthumously on January 23, 2018. The company announced, prior to the release, that all profits from the album would be given to mom and be used to start a charity foundation.
As all that continued, I had to make a decision about my future. I had to support my family and start earning. I was a part of the final lineup of the JYP's new girl group. So I made up decision. The next morning I got ready and dressed up.
(No purse and Jacket in her hand. Imagine she had a mask on)
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I went to the company and went to meet JYP PD-nim. As I knocked on his cabin door I opened the door. I saw him working on something.
Su-Ha: Good morning sir.
JYP: Hi Su-Ha. Umm yeah, have a seat. I heard about it. I'm sorry about your loss dear.
Su-Ha: It's ok sir. We can't change destiny right? Sir, I'm here to talk about something.
JYP: Go on dear.
Su-Ha: Sir, I can't be a part of the new group.
JYP PD-nim widened his eyes. I could see that he was shocked to hear what I said.
JYP: Why Su-Ha? You are one of the perfect trainees we had. You worked harder than others and you earned it. Why this decision?
Su-Ha: Sir. I'm not in the right mind to debut. Like I could mess up things with my present state. With my mistake, I wouldn't want other members to go through hard times. Upon that, I have to support my family and start earning money. I hope you look through my request sir. I do have hopes to be an idol but the situation is different.
The room went silent for a while. After that, he broke the silence.
JYP: Su-Ha, I understand your situation. I can't force you to train a debut in such a condition. Moreover, you want to support your family and I can't stop you to do that. Ok.
Su-Ha: Thank you for understanding me, sir.
With that, I left PD-nim's office and was leaving the company when I saw Seungmin. We were kinda close when I used to train here. But I couldn't tell him about leaving. So I left unnoticed. People did try to contact me, but I never texted back or called back. From then I have been into finding jobs. After searching for days I found one at a bakery. It had a good amount as a salary so I joined. Since then I haven't heard about my company nor did I want to tell anyone about my trainee life.
Su-Ha's POV end
Author's POV
JYP called everyone to the dance practice room. Stray Kids, Twice, DAY6 and GOT7. All of them take a seat while the final lineup of the new girl group comes in.
JYP: Now I introduce you guys to the new group that's going to debut next year. Meet Yeji, Ryujin, Lia, Yuna and Chaeryoung. Yeji will be the leader of the group.
Nayeon: Sir but there was another member too for the final lineup right?
JYP: Yes, but due to her personal reasons she requested me to remove her from the final lineup.
Seungmin: Sir, what was the reason? Please tell us.
JB: We promise to keep it confidential.
JYP: Ok fine. *He explains the whole scene* Now listen. There are chances I'll add her in the future. If she comes back I son't want anyone to bug her with personal questions get it?
