Her | Jenlisa

Chapter 51

JENNIE'S POV

I was silently sleeping on top of Lisa throughout the ride, Our driver told us it would be a great idea for us to rest for a while,

I still Love Lisa.

Yes, you heard that right, I still love her, And I'm not that stupid to not know because I've been feeling the things I felt with her Before and now it just like Opened

I'm not denying it, I'm in the state of disappointment why? you may Ask, I fell for her again.

I'm not supposed to, Cause I have a Boyfriend and Its Jin, although Is it wrong to Have feelings?,

I'm not gonna force myself to her, I was hurt when she left me

Did she think I was only gonna Leave her if she told me about her sickness?

Didn't she trust me enough to tell me? Was she scared to ruin my reputation at School?

didn't she know Everyone gone crazy ever since she left because they fell for her? Even girls did

Doesn't she know I was hurting?

didn't she know I tried looking for her everywhere? but whats the use of finding someone who doesn't want to be found,

But I didn't gave up, I'm mad at her, For leaving me, not telling me, for being selfless, and for being selfish

But Its all in the past,

all the questions I use to have that kept haunting me stopped because the only person who could answer it was her,

and She answered all those questions that had been making me gone insane

"Jennie?" Lisa called for me, I looked at her confused

"mmh?" I respond

"You ok? I've been calling you for a while now, you were spacing out, is something wrong?" She threw questions at me, you could clearly see her worried

She sometimes confuse me with her actions, Does she still have feelings for me? She's giving me mix signal

But whatever, She and That Sehun guy aren't married yet, so I may have a chance,

I don't care if people will see me as a relationship breaker, as lonh as I have her that's all that matters

"Yup, Im ok, sorry just thinking about where we will be going first" I explained to her, she smiled and nodded understanding

"ah, I see Ok then" She responded softly,

She and Sehun are so cringeworthy, Its not because Im jealous, but its the truth

They aren't meant to be together, They aren't a good looking couple, Even Lisa and Jungkook would look a great couple but that will never happen. Not on my watch

"Lisa-yah.. Can I tell you something?" I asked her not looking at her but hugging her neck, she nodded

"What will you do if.. the person you love.." I stated

"The person I love?" She asked

"Kills someone? for you?" I asked her, Im planning to Kill someone because she's annoying me

She didn't respond, it seemed like she was thinking

"I would still love them" She said making me pull away from her neck

"Even if it's your friends they killed?" I asked again she nodded and Smiled

"oh thats great!" I said and smiled she looked at me confused

"and why is it ?" She asked

"I can kill Nayeon! She had been nothing but a headache, she keeps on teasing me" I said and glared at the Bunny who is currently staring and listening to me and Lisa's conversations

"Yah!" She yelled, I rolled my eyes and stuck out my tongue

"Whatever! shut your eyes and mind your own business!" I said irritatedly she rolled her eyes

"No!" She responded I smiled sarcastically and glared at her

"Alright stop it" Lisa's said smiling I saw Nayeon winked at her Fucking bunny

"Don't you dare wink back." I warned Lisa as I saw she was about to the same to Her

She gulped and nodded while Nayeon looked at me irritatedly, I gave her a smirk

"Nabong! sleep!" I heard Jeongyeon scold Nayeon

"Okie~" Nayeon's whipped ass agreed, I scrunched my nose in disgust and turn my attention back to Lisa

"Are we gonna stay at a hotel?" She asked me, I moved my shoulders up and down a sign that says 'I don't know' she hummed in response

"Jen, do you mind if I sleep for a while? we still have 3 hours until we reach our destination" Lisa said, I just noticed how tired her eyes are before she yawned

"Its ok, I'll get of you then you can lean on my shoulder, ok Lili?" I said in a baby tone, she giggled but her cheeks had a light pink tint on

I smirked

I still have an effect on you, huh?

"O-Ok" She stuttered which I find so cute, I got off her lap and sat on the chair beside her as I did I guided her head on my shoulders

After a 6 minutes I felt my shoulder heavy, Lisa must have fallen asleep

I carefully placed her head on my lap, I caress her head and stared at her

I can't wait to taste those luscious lips again, But if she doesn't want me..

I'll let her go

In her dreams