Falling- An Attack On Titan Story

Destiny

My home has always been wherever destiny took me and I never stayed long. Except with Eren. Destiny wants me to be beside him, Armin, and Mikasa. Since I was young i've been on my own. I never fully understood what had happened. I don't remember my father or my mother. All I know is that I'm here right now. Smiling towards Eren as we engage in a fight. It feels so surreal. Mikasa always there to save the day. It felt like we were unbeatable. Which we pretty much were. If you can keep a secret I'm stronger than Eren. Mikasa doesn't come for me when we fight. She comes for Eren. But that doesn't even matter to me. The maiden has made her approval in my strength. If I wasn't as dumb as Eren I might've been able to save him like Mikasa. But I like fighting alongside Eren. Always have always will. At least that's what I hope. I hope that destiny will keep me with him. Forever. Or however long we live.

 Armin has told me stories about how I randomly showed up in the village with no family and how Eren's parents had taken me in. How me and Eren have always been inseparable since the day we locked eyes. We were best friends. For life? Every night i've always wished destiny would keep me with him. Long enough to be considered best friends for life.

Tonight I stare up at the ceiling. Wondering if I am kind enough to be with Eren our entire lives. What if destinies payment is courage, respect, courtesy, kindness. What if I have to fight for humanity to stay with Eren. What if destiny wants me to be a scout. To be a soldier worthy enough of a best friend. If that's what it takes that what I'll do TO STAY WITH EREN FOREVER! 

I had a hard time sleeping last night. The grogginess almost takes me over. When my mind races like it did last night I can't sleep. 

"What's wrong Noah?" Eren asked, sitting up from his bed and brushing off the sheets. 

"Mind racing last night." I said. Slamming back down to a lying position in my bed. 

"About what?" Eren rubbed his hands together in eagerness. 

"Everything!" 

"Like!" 

"Joining the scouts so-" I paused. Should I really tell him about wanting to be best friends for life. 

"So what?"

"Destiny will give me luck and so we can SLAUGHTER EVERY DAMN TITAN IN OUR PATHS. FREE THE WORLD FROM THIS HELL!" \

"THAT WE SHALL DO!" 

The door creaked open as his mom appeared in the doorway,"Boys quiet down. Your father had a headache Eren" 

"Did he stay up working on medicine?" I asked. 

"I don't think so..." She walked out of the room.