Skip some time
Blake ; hey i didn't realise u were coming round
He goes to kiss me and i move my head
Blake ; what was that
Tegan : what was what
Blake : that u swerverd
Tegan : yh
Blake ; what
Tegan : we need to talk
Blake ; clearly if my own girlfriend doesn't want to kiss me
Tegan : yh
Blake ; so come on what is it then
Tegan ; i don't think this is working
Blake ; whats not working
Tegan ; me and u us
Blake ; are u serious
Tegan ; something doesn't feel right and I'd rather be honest then lie and fake a relationship with u
Blake ; are u fucking serious
Tegan; I'm sorry
Blake ; u wanted this for so long and u finally got it now your throwing it awah because something doesn't feel right . What doesn't feel right we can sort it i can sort it
Tegan: i don't want to sort it i want us to be friends
Blake ; no
Tegan: blake
Blake ; no what doesn't feel right
Tegan: its a gut feeling ok something about us doesn't feel right and being with u isn't what i was expecting and i am sorry.
Blake ; u said u love me
Tegan: i love u as a friend
Blake ; wow
Tegan; i feel awful i tryed faking it but its not right on u or me
Blake ; how long have u been faking likeing me
Tegan ; few weeks
Blake ; a few weeks great
Tegan ; I'm sorry
Blake ; just go away before i say something that I'll regret
Tegan; i am sorry
Blake ; no i wasn't ready for a relationship but for u i made myself ready and after a few weeks u break up with me i feel like its me and thats its my fault it doesn't feel right
Tegan ; its not u its me blake its 1000% my fault it doesn't feel right its me its nothing to do with u . You've done nothing but treat me right its my fault ok and i wish i didn't have this gut feeling but i do and i am sorry blake i really am
Blake ; please just go
Tegan ; ok
I walk out the door getting in my car and i drive home
Tegan ; hey
Dec ; yh
Tegan; oi
Dec ; what
Tegan ; yh is what i get
Dec ; playing mario kart don't distract me
Tegan ; I'll play
Dec ; give me a sec....and boom i won
Tegan ; good now be ready for me to beat your ass
Dec : as if I'm a pro
Tegan; pro my ass
I grab a controller and we start playing mario kart and i won a few games but dec won the majority of the games
Lav ; can u stop for a second
Dec ; no
Tegan : playing
Lav : guys look at me for a second
I look at her
Tegan ; oh my God
I quickly get up going to lav and the kitten
Dec ; oh my godness
Tegan : lav
Lav ; hes cute isn't he
Dec ; yes how old
Lav ; 8 weeks
Tegan ; is he yours for real real
Lav ; real real he is now mine
Dec ; name
Lav; haven't got one yet I'm gonna take a few days to name him
Dec ; why didn't u tell us u were getting him
Lav ; i wasn't sure but i went to see him today and i couldn't resist and i got him
Dec ; u should name him deccers
Lav ; absolutely not I'm taking a few days to name him and i need to buy a few things for him so dec keep him company play tegan do u want to help me to get stuff
Tegan ; can i look after him i need to read lines for an audition tomrrow
Lav ; yh dec come with
Dec ; but
Lav : your coming
I take the kitten off lav
Lav ; see u in a bit
Tegan: bye
They walk out the door and i go upstairs with kitten and i read line and i mess around with the kitten and i had fallen madly in love with him he was adorable and was distracting me so much
Lav ; we got the stuff
Tegan; take him hes stupidly adorable and distracting me and i need to read
Lav ; I'm taking him
Tegan; i love him
Lav ; so do i good luck reading lines
Tegan : good luck naming him
Lav ; yh and blake told me u broke up with him wasn't expecting that u ok
Tegan ; all good dude
Lav : ok see u in a bit
Tegan; see ya
She walks out my room and i continue reading my lines
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