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"Why you following me?"
"You have an interesting life"
He was a boy looking for an adventure.
She was a girl looking for a meaning to life.
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Cover made by: @moonlitcloudx
TW: mention of suicide, self-harm etc,
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So apparently the universe didn't want me to die just yet.
An ambulance was passing by as I attempted to commit suicide, not committed but attempted
FUCK. MY .LIFE
So currently I was laying on a stupid hospital bed wearing a stupid hospital gown. A bunch of Needles and shit all over me, oh and a fucking oxygen. According to Dr White, I had a near death experience, they went through a lot of process trying to revive me and I lost a lot of blood. apparently i even died for 1 minute.
Well that's what I was trying to do asswipes.
The universe hates me.
Everytime I tried to end my life somehow I always had something or someone prevent it from happening.
Take for instance when I tried to hang myself to my ceiling fan, somehow the receptionist, Rachel, came to my front door and started knocking and she was so fucking persistent that I couldn't even ignore her.
So you see, I've tried and tried but nothing seems to work.
The door creaks as Dr White enters into the room.
"Hi alexandria, how are you feeling?" He moves towards my bed to check my temperature.
"Like shit," My head fucking hurts "and pls call me alex, alexandria is too long and formal" I frown
He chuckles, "You are meant to feel that way seeing the state you were brought in, you really lost a lot of blood, your head sustained some injuries,but it's nothing we can't fix, it's still a miracle how you're alive Alex." He smiles a little. No shit Sherlock
"Hmm, when am I leaving? I hate hospitals." I ask
"You can't leave for now Alex we still have to keep a close watch on you, and I'm gonna prescribe some medicines for your pain. Your bill is already a lot because of all the surgery and drugs." He grins. What's so funny about this situation, If he's trying to come off as nice, the only thing is coming off as right now is creepy
Of course, they're always worried about the money, I'm not bothered about the money, I'm not rich but I'm okay I guess, my parents left quite a lot of money before they decided to live me all alone in this cruel world.
"But when do you think i can leave?" I press
"3 weeks or more."
Like I said earlier
FUCK. MY. LIFE
- this book doesn't encourage suicide in any way. Always remember that suicide is not the answer, you have a bright future ahead of you. You're gonna be something one day. You are loved, you are cared for, you are amazing and I love you.
