a story about billie and her s/o, evelyn who learn to navigate bil's fame while learning to balance their relationship while they're both constantly in the spotlight.
lowercase is intended.
TW for the story
smut, s*x, s*xual assault, drug use, alco...
watching billie walk towards the center of the stage instantly gave me butterflies. the way her hair sits so perfectly over her shoulders making it's way to her back, how she walks up with such an amazing and confident presence left me feeling so safe. all that aside, the one thing that really humbled me was the way she smiled. although we all knew there was immense pain behind those pretty eyes of hers, i couldn't help but smile at the way her gaze felt so warm.
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(this is what bil looked like that night)
as she looked far off into the crowd seemingly acknowledging every single person in that stadium, she smirks at her brother finneas as she raises her mic to her mouth.
"miiiiiiind" she begins to sing.
"miiiiiiind"
i was so caught up at how beautiful she was i hadn't even noticed that the song had actually begun.
"they'll be here pretty soon" she continued.
"lookin through my room for the money"
ugh this song goes so fucking hard i love it.
while billie performed, i noticed she really looked in the crowd practically analyzing peoples' faces. as i was singing my heart out to those lyrics, she looks at me. billie fucking eilish looked at me. she lets out a small smirk from the side of her mouth. ARE U FUCKING KIDDING I'VE JUST BEEN LOOKED AT BY THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS?! HOLY SHIT. like, i know i'll be meeting her in a couple of hours but still, wow i'm genuinely speechless. the rest of the concert went by quickly. billie sang all her songs from the EP and a few originals she swore would never be released. throughout the concert, i noticed her looking at me a couple of times. sometimes, she even did a double-take and let me tell you, every time it happened even if it was just for a split second, i felt so safe yet so horny. there's something about her eyes man.
