i think i kinda love you

chapter 16 | growing old with you

by now, bil had already gone through the transition from blue to black hair. soon, she planned to have bright, neon green roots but first, the stubborn blue hair dye needed to be fully extracted out of her hair. 

over the next couple of weeks, my relationship with bil and everyone else around me grew stronger than ever. zoe, drew, finneas, claudia and i all talked separately and we all agreed that there were no hard feelings between anyone ever since the night of the incident. but back to me and bil, even the media started to notice and by now, we were on in love that we stopped caring about the paparazzi and their stupid photos. a little too careless sometimes. we only had 2 fights but we really weren't at fault in either of the situations. 

the first problem as when the paparazzi photographed us behind an alley. there was graffiti on the walls and i thought it would've been a cool place to take pictures for my only fans but we got caught. there were about a dozen articles released about that day and honestly, i didn't care. neither did she. we both agreed that the paparazzi are full invaders of privacy and that if people went up to them, shoved a camera in their face and photographed them every 4 seconds of their lives, they'd go as crazy as the rest of the celebs and influencers in LA.

on the other hand, the second problem deserved a bit more care. it was about emma and that night. i think that earlier i mentioned how she was texting me non-stop. it got to a point where i needed to block her but she found ways to reach me from different numbers. crazy much? 
i knew for a fact that i was going to drop her. after that night, there was no way i was ever gonna talk to her. ever. it sucks that the person i really trusted not only betrayed my trust but also tried to take away my happiness. i kept re-reading the texts she sent me because i think a part of me will always miss her no matter how mad i'll be. 

emma

hi 

can we talk?

please?

i didn't mean to do that shit

i was sober 

but still 

idk what came over me 

lmk when ur free

sent at 11:00pm. 

hello?

sent at 2:45 am.

r u there? 

sent at 9:23 am. 

dude i'm sorry for what i did but u can't ignore me 

sent at 12:37 pm. 

hellooooo?

sent at 3:28 pm. 

ev

r u there? 

sent at 12:30 am. 

EVYYYYYY 

please answer

sent at 6:34 am. 

dude 

come on 

i know ur there