i think i kinda love you

chapter 41 | restaurant drama

plot: bil gets mad at the girl staring at you so you guys leave once she gets mad at the girl and go to an empty park where you goof around for a bit and end up watching the sunset. 

for the next hour or so, bil and i told each other about our day. according to her, the day went by really well. the team talked about the next portion of the tour and how soon, they'd have to incorporate her new song called "my future" into the last few shows. eventually, though, we stopped talking entirely once we got our food. as we were both eating, i couldn't help but notice how bil kept looking behind me and how the more i seemed distracted, the more she'd angrily stare. 

"baby." i say to distract her. 

she stayed silent until she realized i called for her. before saying anything, we made direct eye contact but she quickly broke it when she spits out a "yes".

"you good?" i ask. 

"i guess. yeah, why?" she asked. 

"i mean apart from the fact that you're violently staring at someone behind me, you look pissed as fuck." i admit. 

"ev?" 

"yes?"

"there's a girl behind you. she's literally been checking you out for the past 20 minutes." she says. 

"and?" i say. 

"and it's annoying."

"okay but bil, that's her problem not mine. i'm with you. other people don't interest me. stop worrying." 

"yeah but it's pissing me off can she stop."she says. 

"okay, but why?"

"because she should mind her own damn business." 

"baby." i say while giving her the shut up before you say something stupid look. 

"it's not like she's-" i say.

"hey you!" bil interrupts me. 

oh fuck. 

"yeah you! would you quit eyeing my fiancee!" she says. 

"oh i'm sorry." the girl mumbles. 

"BILLIE!" i let out. 

"what!" bil says. 

"stop it i don't wanna make a scene." i say. 

"why are you acting so jealous?" i add. 

 "i'm not." she says. 

meanwhile, the poor girl was getting up to leave. i'm assuming she was gonna pay for her food at the front given how embarrassed she must've felt right now. 

"look, now she's leaving. bil what the fuck." 

i turn to the girl mouthing "i'm so sorry" and she simply nods as she humbly leaves the seating area. 

"good." mouths bil. 

"you're so annoying sometimes." i giggle. 

for the rest of dinner, we ate in silence. there was definitely some tension between the two of us, yet again, considering the scene she had just caused. i wasn't mad at her, just shocked. if she got mad over one girl, she's clearly never tried to put herself in my position where people are constantly checking my baby out. it was so annoying at first but after a while, you get used to it you know?

finally, we finished eating. shortly after, i paid our bil and once that was over with, we both discretely got into bil's mate black dodge challenger. 

"what the fuck was that." i say. 

she looks at me, all confused. 

"what do you mean what the fuck was that? there was a girl checking you out when it wasn't her place." she replies. 

"baby, people are around you, touching you, sexualizing you, checking you out and all that shit but i know that it's part of your literal job yet i don't go around yelling at literal strangers. i bet that girl knew exactly who you are and now is probably crying or some shit. don't do that. ever again. okay?" i say. 

"ugh i didn't even think of that. baby, i'm sorry. i really am." she said while leaning in for a kiss. 

we cutely kissed for about a minute but that was interrupted once she pulled away and asked "so, what do you wanna do for the rest of the night?"

"well to be honest, i'm sort of in the mood to hang out in an empty part. you down?" i ask. 

"FUCK YEAH!" she says.

we both giggle. 

after a fairly short ride, we ended up going to the park billie grew up at. her childhood house was literally right around the corner. once we arrived, we got out of the car and for the next 2 hours, we chilled around different areas of the park. before we knew it, it was already sunset and while we were there, i proposed that we watched the stars together and obviously, she agreed. 

as we cuddled with one another while watching the stars, she began humming the rhythm of a song. it took me a couple of seconds to realize the melody she was singing. love song by lana del ray. awh. there's something so special about sitting under the stars with your soulmate while hearing your love song. 

"baby?" 

"yeah?" i reply. 

"what if we get married. like, tomorrow." she asks. 

"wait, what?" i ask. 

"well yeah, what if we got officially married tomorrow with all the paperwork and shit and then later on in the year, actually had a big wedding. baby, i just wanna be your wife already." she admits. 

i scrunch my nose as a "you're so cute".

"i mean, i don't see why not!" i giggle. 

"wait really?" she asks, shocked. 

"yes really." i reassure her. 

and so with that set in stone, we kissed and cuddled for the rest of the night under the most beautiful night sky. i've found my person.