We Repel Too Much | Jinson

I want to hear it form you

"We don't have any class ... As much I remember ... Do we ?" Jackson asked as they both sat side by side in the bus going towards their college

Jaebeom doesn't reply and continues looking outside the window ...
Jackson can tolerate lots of things.... but someone ignoring him is not one of those

"Jaebeom! Im Jaebeom !! Are you listening !?? Hellloooo!!! Im- "Jackson started getting louder with every syllable and Jaebeom had to turn towards him and shut his mouth

Everyone was looking at them now and Jaebeom bowed a bit apologizing in every direction

"Yaaah! Do you have to be so loud?! Can't you see I am thinking about something !" Jaebeom whisper-shouted at Jackson

"What!? Tell me... I'll help you with anything... You know right !" Jackson said with a big grin

"Hmmm .... Actually you can help me out ! Since you are his brother ..."

Jackson gulped at that , panic evident in his eyes' oh no ! does he remember everything ? He didn't say anything earlier so I thought he doesn't remember things ! oh pls I don't want to talk to him about all this and above that alone !?! Nooo!'

"On second thought nevermind continue thinking-ouch" Jackson said as he backed away a bit but Jaebeom held him in place by his neck using using his elbows

"You know right you can't escape ?! Talkk!" Jaebeom said as he glared at him, making his grip tighter  as jackson tried avoiding his gaze

"I - you should ask my brother not me ! " Jackson whined

"I want to hear it from you but " Jaebeom said in a bit small voice

And now jackson looks at him and can see how Jaebeom looks a bit scared , overwhelmed and unconsciously reads a bit of his thoughts but instantly shakes his head to cut off the connection
The thoughts were sooo dark ,twisted together ... He can imagine what a mess Jaebeom's mind would be in

He brings one hand to his back and rubs a comforting hand on his back 

"Ok I'll tell you ...  Let's go to library.. we can talk there ...but I guess you need to talk to Mark hyung and Youngjae too ....
And your parents too ...
Don't worry I'll be there with you "
Jackson says as he slides his hand on Jaebeom's back to his shoulder and hugs him a bit from side
Jaebeom looks a bit confused on his parents being mentioned here but for now this relaxes him a bit
And he gives a small smile to jackson

"Thank you Jackson " Jaebeom said slowly

"I'll be there for you always bro " jackson said with a big grin and a wink as he nudged Jaebeom from his shoulder
And Jaebeom chuckles at that

Jaebeom knows Jackson is trying to say it as a joke but he is serious about it and Jaebeom is elder then him so it should be the other way around .. but he'll let it go for now... as somehow .. somewhere ...at this moment he feels he need it...and so he'll keep Jackson's teasing-truth filled words hidden within him

They care for each other but find it hard to show and Jaebeom understands that so he'll accept the warmth and comfort in any form

They reached the college and started walking inside .. jackson was contemplating on how to start explaining things to Jaebeom that he totally didn't see the boy coming from the front ,from whom he has been running for a few days now

"Oh Hi Jinyoung-ah! "Jaebeom said with a cheerful voice a bit to tease jackson and a bit filled with real happiness...
Jackson suddenly snapped out of his thoughts at that and started looking for a place to hide but it was too late