Never Been In Love [Previously known as Daddy Cupid] | Choi Yeonjun

For her own good

Yeonjun POV
I was still sitting at the bench thinking about what am i gonna do now? I was wondering how to face her. I'm embarrassed.. I heard a familiar voice behind my back for some time.

"Finally i found you"

I looked back to see Yeonhee's hands on her knees which were bent and she was grasing dear air. She came running... She came to find me. Did she notice that i wasn't there? Did she come here just to find me? All of this is just overwhelming. I got up.

"Yeonhee what are you doing here?"

She came closer to me.

"Shouldn't I be asking you that? You didn't attend the classes and just disappeared. Do you know how much you made me worried?"

Her expression showed how much she cared about me. I was embarrassed and I still am. I love her but on the other hand i don't know how i should talk to her. I was never really comfortable with telling anyone about my past but my stupid ass told her everything? Because I knew, I love her and that i won't hide shit from her. But I didn't know I would be this embarrassed.

I immediately embraced her in a hug, trying to avoid eye contact.

"I'm sorry i made you worried"
"Yeonjun what happened? Why did you disappear?"
"I was just thinking about shit"
"Like..?"
"My future" I LIED. HOW COULD I TELL HER THAT I WAS THINKING ABOUT 'YOU-KNOW-WHAT'.

"Oh, but you at least should've switched on your mobile so that people could contact you!"
"I'm sorry i wasn't thinking"

She laughed.

"Yeonhee can I ask you something?"
"Yep"
"Why did you look for me..?"

She broke the hug and looked me in the eye. I was actually scared. She was silent for sometime and then..

"Because i realised something"
"What?" I said in a soft tone.

"I realised that you're more than just a classmate to me. You're more than just a friend to me. You're more than just a sex partner to me. In no time, Choi Yeonjun, you made me fall in love with you"

My eyes widened. She loved me too? I was shocked. How could..? Wow. And then a tear dropped from her eye.

"I'm sorry I broke the deal. I'm sorry I didn't stand up to the rules. I was bound to fall in love with you. I was once a person who never wanted love-love but after meeting you I changed. I started to desire things. You changed me into someone i never thought i could ever be"

And saying this she started to cry more. I was so happy. But I was so embarrassed. I sexually assaulted her. I am not capable of her love.

"Yeonhee, look at me." She looked right in my eyes.

"Stop crying and listen. I was always a person who had one night stands. Too many. And I wasn't satisfied with any one of them. I never wanted a relationship! I just wanted pleasure. But when you came into my life, you fucking changed me.. At first I wanted you to be the one to give me pleasure because you look so perfect and your body.. Oh boy, I couldn't handle myself. But then when I saw you with Dong-hyun the other day I was so jealous. I never wanted you to talk to some other guy. Last night I realised that I love you too. You don't know how much you make me happy when I spend time with you. I don't look at other girls anymore for night stands because I have you. I don't care about your body anymore nor do I care about pleasure anymore. I just care about you"

My hands cupped her face and brought it even closer. I attached my lips to hers. She started to kiss me back. I deepened it by moving my face to the right side. It was by far the most perfect kiss I ever had. I broke it, realising that I am no longer capable of being with her. I stared at her for as long as possible because I knew that I planned to never see her again. I plan to leave Korea tonight. I'm happy that I have confessed but sad because I will leave. I know I will hurt her in some way again. I can't bear to do that again. I'll leave for her own good.

I don't plan to tell her.

Yeonhee POV
I am the fucking happiest. He liked me back! What else could I have ever wanted. He walked me home, our hands intertwined. I pecked him on the lips, said good night and went in. I laid on my bed with happiness written all over my fucker face. It could be the start of something new...

And just when I thought things were going to be okay, I heard that Yeonjun left the college the next day. I called him, messaged him. No reply. 'The number doesn't exist anymore' The robot lady said on the phone. Why do these things happen? It was like he completely vanished. His instagram was deleted too. None of his 'fanclub girls' knew where he was. Just where the fuck has he gone. Nothing was in my hands anymore..

*a month later*
A month has passed and still no trace of him..

*4 months later*
I miss him so much. Just where is he?

*a year later*
A year has passed Choi Yeonjun. Where do I find you?

*graduation day*
3 years have passed now and I have lost all my hope. I haven't seen him in 3 years and still I feel so attached to him. Yeonjun I miss you..


I plan to go to Canada to make my career. With fluent english i could be employed at big companies now but the fact that Yeonjun is still missing has broken parts of me.


*time skip to reaching Canada Toronto*

Today is my interview at 'Alzesca' (a/n- guys it is not a real company i just made it up)
I'm walking on the street right now in search of a taxi.
All of a sudden I see a familiar back view. Same body structure, same black hair. 'Yeonjun..?'

I ran towards that guy at full speed. I was close to him.

I tapped his shoulder. He looked back and..

















































A/N- Hope you liked this chapter!! Stay hydrated, stay safe <33 Grunt out!