A Dancehall Story Book 4- ( Editing)

Revelations 2

Chapter 20

Chalkline POV

Here I was looking at the source or all my mistrust and insecurities. All the demons I have been fighting was because of her. She has not change a day in life. Beautiful as ever, the smartest girl I knew. She was the one who got me my record deal and help me wrote my biggest hit song to date. Everything I am today I felt like I owed to her but she fuck me metally and I could not get over her no matter how hard I tried.

I was searching her eyes and I saw what I have been missing for years. Everything came rushing back to me. I knew I was not seeing things that night at the party. She was the only one with that face and poise. She looked at me then one blinked and she was gone. I thought I was losing it or I had too much to drink.

She never mentioned anything she did for me, I felt I owed her everything but couldn't give her the one thing she wanted. Just me. That's all she asked for and I couldn't give her that. I was not ready, she waited for me to act right and when I decided to settle she up and leave me.

"Why Steph?" I asked.

"You don't get to asked that question, I am the one who should ask you that question" She said.

" We were just getting good. I just bought us a house. Steph I would have  get it right" I said.

"How? When you were bringing women into the house we shared?"

"What? I never brought anyone into that house. I swear on everything I love. I never did that shit" I said .

I knew I was fucking up alot but I bought her the house so she could forget all the shit I did at the apartment.

"I came home from work early and saw you fucking in my kitchen so I left. I lmost killed myself, I drove around for hours contemplating suicide. That was no way to live. So I did the only think I could to hurt you. I decided to sell the house" She said.

"I never fucked anyone in that house. The only person who had access to the house was Jason. He was going there back and forth"

"Well that's why I left. I could not take it anymore more"

"We were together the morning before you left"

She gave me the fuck of my life then dip when I left the house. I was home one day when a truck pulled up with the owners of my house. I walked out and left everything. Czar was the one who arranged for them to me picked up. At one point I didn't even care.

"Yes, I had to go. It was too much"

"I saw you at a party didn't I?

"Yes you did and you knew what you did to a friend of mine. But leave that for you and your wife" she said.

I looked on my finger and realise I was wearing my ring. I felt like I was disrespecting her.

"This life was supposed to be yours, everything I had was for you Steph. You were my soul. You took everything from me when you left" I said.

"Well look at you now, a married man with kids. You have done the right thing someone finally" She said. I know she was being sarcastic.

"Please don't do that. I have waited for the longest time. I finally made up my mind to forget about you, I told everyone not to mention your name at all. I didn't want to even remember you for a second. Trying to forget you drove me crazy. I tortured myself, I lost myself and just could not understand why you did that to me. I know I was not the best but I believed you loved me enough to stay with me until I get my shit together. I would have gotten it together if I knew what I know now"