Beeduo 2: electric bugaloo

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Ranboo POV:

"What do you mean you can't do this!" I screamed standing up from my bed.

"Listen it's for the best, for both of us" Tubbo tried to reason

"How is this for the best! How can you assume it'll be best for me! It's selfish" I shouted

"It would hurt you more over a text message when the love slowly dies out!" Tubbo shouted after minutes of composed silence.

"You're just assuming our love will end?" I asked still angry.

"No! I know I love you and I know you love me too bu-"

"Then why can't this work!"

"Long distance never works! People only pretend it does" Tubbo cried.

Tubbo's knees gave in as he stood up collapsing, I caught him as he fell.

I leaned down to so we were both knelt on the floor arm in arm.

"Please...please try and make this work. I love you. You're all I have" I sobbed.

"You have your mother. Please boo don't make this harder than it already is I'm begging you" I could feel tubbo's tears seep into my clothing.

"I'll wait for you" I continued to sob

"No. Please don't, that'll make me selfish. If I make you wait" Tubbo said

"I want you to get out there, find someone who loves you. I know there's someone" Tubbo continued

"I don't want anyone. I want you"

"I know boo but-"

"But it can't work I know" I sighed

"Thank you boo"

"Anything for you bee"

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The rest of the day was spent getting the most out of each other we could, playing games, going for walks and overall couple stuff.

I remained strong, only crying five times throughout the day whilst he was here.

However the second he got in the car to go home i collapsed. Head on my hands, crying a river.

My mother rushed outside and held me back, crouching down beside me

"Darling what's wrong?" She asked

"Tubbo and I- we- we broke up... it it was for the best an- and he's going to- to college that's far away so we wouldn't work out" I managed to get out

"Oh sweetie. Come here mother's got you" she opened her arms for a hug which I delved into.

Holding her tightly i could only imagine how tubbo was reacting, I miss him already. I'm not going to see him again.

My mother made my favourite food, and we watched my favourite movie, as an attempt to cheer me up. Which it did temporarily however I always got pushed back into my mind, and the emptiness of it, like an empty gallery, I tried to ignore all the memories I had made with tubbo but I couldn't escape, because he WAS my escape

Now what do I do?