young love

Chapter thirty four

Brian's POV
My life feels empty now without her, nothing excites me again about life.

Sometimes I feel like ending my life but I stop whenever I think about her.She is my life and my light. I have to see her again by any means necessary.

The past five months feels like years to me. I haven't seen or heard from her since my mum made her pack out of my apartment that day.

It broke my heart to listen to my mum talk to her like she meant nothing.She said hurtful words to her that nailed my hurt.

I literally cried every night just thinking of how heartless my mum was to Anna and I couldn't do anything about it. I feel ashamed of myself for not standing up to the one person I claimed to love.

When she left that very day,I made a decision that I have never thought of regretting up till now.

It may sound crazy but I don't care, because I have never loved anyone like that before.And I am complete when she is in my life.

My parents left that day after spending some time with me only to spew nonsense to me.Am their son but they hardly know me.

Anna and I knew each other for barely a month, but she came into my life and read me like an open book.She knows my birthday,my likes and dislikes,my good times and bad times.She just knows much about me and loves me for who I am.And that's why, their is no home or life without her.

She is my happy place and that's why I decided to do one thing that I don't regret, cutting all contacts with my parents.

The moment they left the apartment that evening,I made plans to leave too. I wanted to go after Anna but I decided against it because my mum had threatened to make her loose her admission in campus.

I know my mum meant every word because none of her threats were empty.So I decided to stay away from her to so I couldn't put her education at risk.

It hurt but it was for the best,so I tried coping without her even when It was hard.When I flew out of Golden hill city,I made sure no one new about it.

I also applied for online classes at Golden bridge so I would study from where I was. I gave them some excuses that made sense so they would allow me study online without reaching my parents.

It took me a whole month to adjust to the climate here.Now am faring on well but I miss home Cynthia and Anna.

It's sad because I missed her Seventeen birthday,I had planned on surprising her with a car.It's unfortunate things turned out the way they did.

But hopefully,I would be present during her eighteen birthday, that way I would gift her with her dream car.

I have only five months to graduate from campus. I will attend the graduation ceremony then go back home to pinneapple. I miss my nanny and Anna.

As for my parents,I don't know what to say. I can't say I miss them because I would be lying.They are my parents but they were always absent in my life. They didn't care about what happened in my life.

My nanny is the only one who's been there for me physically since I was little. I appreciate my parents for providing me with every thing I needed.The only thing I needed was their time.

Right now that I have been out of their life for some few months they begin to care.Cynthia told me they have been looking everywhere for me.They also came a couple of times to my old apartment hoping they would find me.

I am happy because they didn't report to the police or publish in newspapers that I am missing. I guess the note I wrote and gave to the caretaker to give to them silenced them.