Kim Family

기분 변화

𝗝𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝟱 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗵𝘀 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗻𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗬𝘂𝗿𝗶 & 𝗬𝘂𝗷𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝘄𝗶𝗻𝘀

𝗔𝗲𝗿𝗮 & 𝗔𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗴 : 3 and half 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱

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Jennie POV

"Well...what do you think?"

I smiled wildly at my friend Lisa, who was standing in front of me and our two other friends, Jisoo and Rose. Lisa wore pastel white silky dress and a skirt that reached the floor. A pale pink ribbon was tied around her waist, topped off with a sparkling diamond covered pin. Her hair was up in a bun, with two single and curled locks hanging down

"You look so beautiful" Jisoo breathed

"That dress is perfect on you!" Rose squealed

Looking at my young girl made my eyes tear up a bit. She was still quite young at 29 years old and was the last one out of the four of us to be getting married. It was an amazing sight, really

"Jennie....are you okay?" Lisa asked cautiously "You don't feel sick do you?"

"Hmm?" I finally snapped out of my daze, revealing a delicate smile "No, not at all. I haven't gotten sick for weeks now don't you worry!" I could see her eyeing my midsection...which was not as flat. I was hoping the fabric on my waist on the pale pink simple bridesmaid dress would hide my growing baby bump but clearly I was having no such luck

"I mean it Lisa. There's no way l'll ruin your special day"

"You could never ruin it, Jennie" Lisa giggled "No need to worry!"

This helped to reassure me. What with my raging hormones and all...almost anything and everything was making me cry at this point and the thought of destroying Lisa's wedding was enough to push me over the edge into a crying fit

"MOMMY!"

No, I may not be able to mess up the happiest day of Lisa's life, but my children might be a different story

I frown as Aera came rushing into the room, her little hands holding onto the circled wreath of flowers, rhinestones, and crystals that sat atop her head as if her life depends on it. Her bright brown hair was perfectly curled, and she looked like a tiny princess in her blue colored tea length dress. The layered skirt was beautifully paired with a pastel blue shiny belt that had a permanently attached bow on the back. I could tell by the tone of her voice and the look on her face, however, that she was anything but content

"What is it sweetheart?" I asked tiredly

"Arang keeps trying to steal my crown!" She range in anger "Make him stop!"

"She's lying Mommy!" I should've seen this one coming. Arang having heard his sister gossiping on him....he barged into the room...his dark brown eyes bounces with fear

"Arang" I asked harshly "Have you been trying to take Aera's crown?"

"No" He mumbled as he looked down at his feet

"Lisa" I looked back at the younger girl causing her to blink confusedly "You wouldn't want to have a lying ring bearer in your wedding....now would you?"

"NO!" Arang screamed. I am used to his little outbursts. "I wanna be the ring boy Mommy! I tried to take her crown. I'm sorry Mommy"

"See how much trouble lying can get you into?" I scolded softly. He nodded slowly and I could tell he actually felt quite terrible and that made me feel extremely guilty. Stupid hormones. Kneeling down to touch his face, I comforted him "You're still going to be a ring bearer don't worry baby. Just no more lying okay?"

"Yes Mommy" He gave me a gentle hug resting his head on my shoulder. As he pulled away...he looked down at my dress and grinned widely

"What are you smiling at honey?" I asked kindly

"I can see your tummy!" He pointed at my stomach...his smile is actually growing even wider "It's big, Mommy!"

"Arang" I growled lowly, trying not to lose my patience with him. Taking in a deep breath I continued "You and Aera should go play with the other kids, okay?" He nodded excitedly and ran out of the room, Aera following carefully after him. As I stood could hear the other three girls laughing, and I made sure to give them all look of pure haterd

"Sorry Jennie" Jisoo smiled apologetically "But that was just so cute!"

"Ah...the things kids say" Rose sighed thoughtfully

"I really hope your children get you both back like that one day" I narrowed my eyes

"Trust me, they get me back like that every day" Jisoo shook her head with a little smirk. Although my friends were trying to be lighthearted I couldn't help but to still feel deeply hurt. I knew my son hadn't meant to upset me and I certainly wasn't angry with him. Now I just felt completely self conscious. The only thought running through my mind now was that everyone was going to be staring at my stomach the entire time

When it was time for the ceremony to begin....Taehyung couldn't stop smiling at me but I found it next to impossible to return the action. And by the time I finally saw him at the reception I could no longer hide my tears. Between my horrifically damaged self-esteem and the deeply emotional ceremony I was at the end of my rope

"Aw Jen....why are you crying?" Taehyung asked softly as he hugged my head against his chest. I felt relieved to be able to cry freely without anyone but him knowing "Is it just your hormones?"

"Pretty much" I hiccupped although my voice came out slow because I refused to move my face away from his body. He seemed to understand my response, however because he didn't ask any more questions instead choosing to stroke my hair lovingly

"Mommy?" I felt someone tugging at my dress at the same time as the little voice called out to me. Rubbing my remaining tears off onto Taehyung's suit jacket. I finally moved my head in order to look down by my feet. Arang was holding a fistful of light blue suit as he gazed up at me with his innocent young face. Standing several feet away was Jung-hoon, the son of Jisoo and Jin, and Hyeon & Eric, the two sons of Rose and Jimin. It was clear that Arang had been playing with the three other ring bearers before, but had left them to come to me

"What is it sweetie?" I sniffed slightly "Don't you want to play with your friends?"

He shook his head slowly "I want to stay here with you Mommy"

"How come?" I could feel a light blush overtaking my face "You'll have more fun with your friends!"

"You're sad Mommy" He frowned "I can tell. Let me stay with you"

I opened my mouth to try and convince him that I was fine but I was stopped instantly when I felt Taehyung's lips press against my ear

"Let him stay with you" He whispered "It will be okay. I have something to attend to anyway"

I stared after him helplessly but all he gave me was a playful wink and a comforting smile

"Let's sit down Mommy" Arang leaned against my leg "You seem sleepy"

"I think you're the tired one here, sweetie!" I finally laughed as I led my sweet young boy to a nearby table, sitting down on a chair and lifting him up to my lap. As I let him cuddle up to me...running my fingers through his black hair. I began to question what exactly it was that Taehyung had to "attend to" Looking up towards the dance floor a broad smile quickly overtook my face as I spotted my Taehyung

He was bowing like a gentleman in front of Aera, causing her to giggle. Behind her stood Chaewon; Jisoo and Jin's daughter, and Hana; Rose and Jimin's daughter. Her two fellow flower girls looked fascinated by the scene, their little faces full of joy and wonder

I could see Taehyung asking Aera a question, to which her eyes sparkled and she shook her head energetically. Chuckling, Taehyung and Aera stepped onto the hardwood surface, smiling at our little girl the entire time

Taehyung lifted Aera into his arms and swing her back and forth. Aera held tightly onto his arms, resting her head on his shoulder as he danced lovingly with her. As I watched the two sway happily, I could feel Arang snuggling more deeply into me, placing one of his little hands on my stomach

And that's when I thought to myself how did I get so lucky?