Aggy in media
Blah. Another short weak chapter.
8 chapters left.
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Location- Maria House
Date- March 01, 2015 Saturday
Time- 10:10am
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M A R I A POV
Been empty headed for a month now. I haven't really processed much, but of course I be having some déjà vu moments. Which the doctor says is a sign of remembrance.
I don't really like the online school shit, so I'm going back to school with Lauren next week. Hopefully my classmates don't know about the baby. I just want to go to school like any other normal teenager. I will start back baby sitting Ant on weekends only. August told me I was fired once upon a time, and he wouldn't tell me why. But, either way it go I got my job back.
"Toast ?" Aggy asked bringing me out of my thoughts.
"No thanks. But, orange juice sounds good."
"So," Aggy started as she took the orange juice out of the fridge and started pouring it into a clear glass cup. "What do you remember so far ?"
"I mean like the only thing I can officially remember is my password to my phone,Twitter, and insta. Beside that I run blank. Trust me I've been trying everything."
"How'd the kid take it ?"
"What kid ?"
"Anthony."
"Oh don't get me started."
"Was it that bad ?"
"He started yelling at me."
"Yelling at you ?"
"Yes. He swore up and down that I was lying. He kept sticking out his bottom lip and folding his arms. Then when I finally calmed him down and his bottom lip started quivering as he started silently crying."
"Awwwh, he cried ?" She coo'd passing me my orange juice.
"Yes. I was like 'Anthony I'm so sorry.' Then, he was like 'Maria how can you not remember me ? I thought we were best friends....' He almost made me cry."
"What does it feel like for everybody to say they know you and show you pictures of each other together, but you don't know nor remember them ?"
"It's like being a celebrity....in a bad way. Like, you meet a fan multiple times and take picture with them, and whenever you see them again they show you the pictures y'all took, but you just don't remember them. You know how bad that would hurt a fan ?"
"Well, what about August ?"
"What about him ?"
"You still have feelings for him ?"
"I mean I feel something's around him. Like, I don't know. The way he looks at me makes me feel good I guess, but besides that.... I don't know."
"So, it wouldn't hurt you if he got with another female ?"
"I mean I don't know. In order for me to know how that feels it has to happen.... I have to experience it."
"What if.......I got with ya know.....August ?"
"I have no feelings for August whatsoever, so You do that." I laugh, while making my way up the stairs. I think I'm gaining feelings for Chris anyways.
Me and My sister are going out just pick out birthday outfits for me. I supposedly turn 18 on the 15th. We decided to go to the club for the very first time in my life. We invited everyone. With August being over protected he doesn't think it's a good idea since I have memory lost. He thinks I'm going to do some drinking, but I promised him I wouldn't.
