A Safe Place Inside My Head

as long as the world has you in it, i wouldn't mind anything

the moment your eyes met mine
i knew then that my fate was decided
it's as if in a split second
i had a glimpse of what they called eternity

the second my gaze locked with yours
it's as if I've known you in all the lifetimes before
the way i felt a stung in my chest
and felt your anguish and sadness
the hurt that lingers in your heart
it's as if all at once, i felt the pain of your past
the loneliness of your present, and the
the uncertainty you have for the future
one glance, and i felt like I've seen all the faces
of those who said they loved you but betrayed you anyway
those who promised to protect you only to leave you all
alone in the end

the moment you uttered your name also meant
there's no coming back for me
you can be a poisoned sherry and I'd still take you
in anyway
if it means a chance of a lifetime,
to be with you until the stars forget our existence
and we'll be nothing but dusts in the vast wilderness

where you go, where you stay, where you decide to vanish forever
i would gladly be there,
even in a world where there is only sadness,
as long as it has you in it
i wouldn't mind being there
even through chaos, take me with you
and my love, if you're destined for darkness
i would gladly go with you

-as long as the world has you in it, i wouldn't mind anything 🥀