The Alphas Kitten - BoWasTaken

2. vidcoen

put on the song when i tell u to okay if it works and u see it

dream pov

i watched as i got loads of twitter interactions. it was good i like being famous. its too bad being a famous youtuber means you have to like men though. why cant i just be normal and like girls?!?!? i realised then i was crying and sniffleing. then i saw that goegre made a tweet.

"omg guys pls stop shipping dnf im actually dating someone and it makes me very uncomfy and it also makes my bf uncomfy so stop it" georeg said in the tweet. i liked and retweeted it and i said in the comments "omg yassss slayyy queen 👁👄👁 💅 I- not you being ✨ g a y ✨HAIDNWAI 💀😭" god im the funniest motherfucker alive.

i did not know who he was dating but i honselty dont care because i dont want to be friends sith george anyway im just using our friendship for youtube clout and internet points so now that he said dnf is uncomfy for him we cant be friends so i will try to find someone else to flirt with. i cant flirt with sapnap bc he is taken. ughhhh smh..... nevermind i guess i will judt wait until i find someone else who isnt taken. after seeing that george was gay (ew) i posted a new tweet.
"I hate gay people. disgusting homos." it got thouand of liked in second. i was like "WOAHH 😯😯😱😱😱" and i also announced i would be at vidcon.

then i went on netflix and watched inside again bc im bored and im totally parasocially in love woth bo burnham. I want to be his kitten omega. when he says "daddy made you your favourite" in his opening song i blushed so hard that i was redder than clifford the big red dog. I wish we could meet up one day but i know it will not happen because why would it. im dumb for thinking good things will happen to me. im just a silly old minecraft youtuber... who even likes me... i began to cry. i have nobody in my life, im like mitski or whatever her name was. 🥺. tears started to leak out of my bright green eyes and i dragged my fingers through my short, dirty blonde, fluffy hair.

(PLAY THE SONG AT THE TOP NOW'

as i was sobbing i stared singing the music to im a mess by babe rebexa. "everythigns been so messed up here lately..." i cried. nothing was going well for me.
1. my "friend" was gay.
2. i cant use him to get views anymore.
3. all my friends are taken so i cant use them for views either.

"Pretty sure he don't wanna be my baby... Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me, he don't love me, he don't love me..."
NOBODY LOVES ME!!!! i grab my hairbrush and pretend its a microphone.

"But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway
Hey
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good, good life
That's what my therapists say
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life
I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah, ooh, ah
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah, ooh, ah
Nobody shows up unless I'm paying
Have a drink on me cheers to the failing
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway
Hey
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good, good life
That's what my therapists say
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life
I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah, ooh, ah
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah, ooh, ah
Everything's gonna be alright, alright
Everything's gonna be just fine, just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life
I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new (yeah)
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah, ooh, ah
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah, ooh, ah"

i "should have been a singer instead of a youtuber, to be honset" i thought, then it hit me. i should make my own music... i got to work imedetly.

(A/N - sorry i took longer than an hour to release this my phone got stuck in the toilet so i had to go get it out but it was in the sewers so i neeeded to go down in the sewers to get it and then a rat ate it so i needed to cut open the rat but it was broken so im using my dads phone to write this while the phone man repairs it)