health | jungkook

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goldenkookie_
so in what part of seoul do you
live in?

lovely.taejin_
why? so you can come kidnap me lol
or kill me
I wouldn't mind if that was the case
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goldenkookie_
no- just to hang out
not now but like in the future

lovely.taejin_
oh..
well um I wouldn't get your hopes up

goldenkookie_
huh? why?
what do you mean?

lovely.taejin_
given my circumstances, who knows when
I will be able to live my life outside of a
freaking hospital room
oh shoot that wasn't supposed to send-

goldenkookie_
wait
you're hospitalized too?

lovely.taejin_
what do you mean "too"?

goldenkookie_
I'm stuck in a hospital room too
omg twinssss

lovely.taejin_
oh snippity snap
no wonder you always respond fast

goldenkookie_
I-
how long have you been there?

lovely.taejin_
like my current visit or since my first?
bc this isn't my first visit
I'm in here a lot :D
more than in my own home
which is why I switched to online school

goldenkookie_
oh
well then since when have you been
needing to go often

lovely.taejin_
since freshman year when I got diagnosed
I'm a junior now :]
so roughly two years
though this is my longest visit, I've been
here for like eight months

goldenkookie_
what did they diagnose you with?
if you don't mind me asking

lovely.taejin_
✨ pancreatic cancer ✨
in my case, it was hereditary, passed down
from my sorry excuse of a father
but what can you do?
what about you, goldenkookie_?
what do you have?

goldenkookie_
oh me?
just some heart disease
its a really complicated name that I
dont remember lol

lovely.taejin_
I see
is it curable?

goldenkookie_
yep, something like that
if I consent to a heart surgery

lovely.taejin_
are you gonna get it?

goldenkookie_
maybe, maybe not
depends on what happens
my mom wants me to ofc
but I dunno
there's only a 42% chance of me living

lovely.taejin_
but it could save your life jungkook

goldenkookie_
what if I don't want my life saved?
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yeah it could, if all goes well ofc