don't leave me again. you promised you wouldn't.

The talk.

Hi! So here's some dialogue more in this chapter :p. Some tws in this chapter will be: anxiety, panic attacks, and disorientation.
Song recommendations for this chapter are *drumroll* "Violent by Carolesdaughter", "Bad at love by Hasley", and "When Will I see you again by Shakka." Enjoy! Long chapter ;) vote if you like it 🧚🏽‍♀️

[start of chapter 3]

Techno POV 4:40am

What am I hearing, oh yea Tommy next room over. I'm glad he's back but Wilbur's
crazy. But oh well I guess I should be too. Anyways I walk over to the wall to eavesdrop. I can hear someone calling him maybe? But he's not picking up, yet he's declining fast. Who would be calling him? Is that why he needs to go? Geez they really are calling him a lot, he's lucky my room is next to his and not someone else. I'm the only kinda sane person here. Ok let's set a goal.
Goal #1 ~ Go back to sleep.
Goal #2 ~ Find out who's calling Tommy.
Goal #3 ~ Maybe make Wilbur a little less protective.

Narrator POV

"Tommy? Are you alright?" Phil looks concerned and decides to stare at Tommy a little closer.

Tommy takes a breath, "Yea Phil I'm all right."

"You sure mate, you don't look to hot."

Tommy gets ahold of himself "What do you mean I don't look to hot, I ALWAYS look hot." Centering all his personality.

"Of course you do mate."

"...So should I start making breakfast?"

"Tommy that's alright I can make breakfast."

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So Phil began in breakfast while cooking the pancakes he hummed, which kind of lightened the fact that no one was talking. I mean what would they talk about? Wait Tommy looks like he's about to say something.

Tommy POV

What should I even say? That I don't want to explain things, that I want to leave while I still can? He's humming I remember that, it was a comfort sound, wasn't it? He placed some pancakes in front of me, they reminded me of when I was first adopted and I would get up to grab cereal and Phil would make the best pancakes. Why can't I stay? Things would be so much simpler again. Anyways should I ask Phil about what he said? ...Yea I guess I really should. He's still cooking maybe he won't even hear me.

"Hey Phil?"

"Yea mate?" Shit he did hear me.

"Uhm I was just wondering what did you want to talk about when you said that?"

"Are you seriously asking that Tommy? I think you know" His stupid eyes are twinkling I can't look ugh.

"I guess, I can guess."

"You shouldn't have to guess mate, it was a year."

"I know Phil."

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Silence, just great just stupid great. I shouldn't have even asked I knew what the answer was going to be. Now he's just sitting across me eating his stupid fucking memory pancakes. He's good he knows what he's doing. And oh great around the corner here comes Wilbur and Techno. Great just great. What would happened if I went on a walk and didn't come back. They would probably guess that. Ugh. And great Phil gives that look when he's about to talk. Save me DreamXD.

"Morning boys, pancakes are on the stove." Phil said.

"Pancakes? Ohh pancakes." Seems like Wilbur knows what Phil's doing. Looks like Techno shot Phil a glance, maybe I can trust Techno, hmm.