don't leave me again. you promised you wouldn't.

I can't stop my brain from running.

A.N. Heyyyy its been quite some time sorry, haven't been getting home till like 11 sorry for not updating! Anyways Song recommendations: "Oh Children" by Nick Cave & the bad seeds, "YKWIM" by Yot Club.
Alright thats it enjoy :)

[start of chapter 8]

Wilbur POV:

I suddenly shot up, I had to have been dreaming right? Tommy didn't tell me that. I chuckle a little, no, no.

...

Once I wake up I realize it was true Tommy had truly been, well ... suicidal. I have to Phil. But I promised him I wouldn't, should I still tell him or maybe at least tell Techno? Did he tell me not to tell Techno? He didn't, right? I hear a knock on my door, please, please don't be Phil, I can't decide right now if I should tell him or not.

"Wilbur? I need to talk to you." I hear Techno say while he continues to knock.

"One sec Techno, I just woke up." Which technically was true.

"I can see that." He says as he opens my door before I tell him to. He plops himself on my bed and I haven't moved from my chair.

"Heyyyy Techno."

"Hello Wilbur, just wanted to ask you a question." Oh thank god, he probably wants to know if we have cereal or something.

"Sure, go for it."

"Do you use concealer?"

"What? That's so random."

"I'm just asking. I found some in the bathroom earlier, just wanted to make sure it wasn't yours." The room goes silent for a minute.

"That being said Wilbur... I have some concerns about Tommy?"

"Oh. What's up?" Should I tell him? Probably not yet right? Maybe later? Yea I can't tell him until I know more, that is if there is anything else to know. Plus I need to be able to make sure he won't tell Phil.

"I'm just worried Will, if that wasn't your concealer and I did see Tommy take it back later... what does he need it for?" I sigh, what's a good excuse?

"Should we get Tommy in here?"

"No, no he's asleep, plus I don't think he would tell us anything to be honest Will"

"Oh, ok."

"Has he said anything to you about what it is?" Well lets see, yes. But I can't can't tell him yet. But why would he even need concealer?

"No." I'll talk to Tommy later.

"Why was he in here then?"

"I was just asking him about how he was or how he's been." That isn't a complete lie... technically.

"What did he say?"

"Uh, well, he's just been stressed with Tubbo and Ranboo."

"About what?"

"I didn't push him Techno, I don't know. That's all he said."

"You sure?"

"Yes Techno, I'm very sure."

"Fine. Back on topic I think the best guess is that he's not getting enough sleep and he doesn't want us to know." Techno's not even close what the fuck? Well I guess it's pretty close.

"Probably, he never got much sleep anyways."

"True, so what should we do?"

"Make sure he sleeps? I don't know... do you think he's actually going to leave, Techno, again?"

"I don't honestly know. Either way we have to make sure we make him comfortable enough to stay."

"Ok how?"

"Well we can't help him unless we know why he wants to go back Will. And it seems that he wants to stay, maybe we could try and find out why Tubbo and Ranboo are so important?"

"Ok." I kinda already know, but how do I know Tommy will tell Techno, I mean he kinda just snapped with me.

"Will? You okay? You look kinda out of it."

"Huh? Yea, no sorry. I'm okay."

"Want me to stay for a bit, we don't have to talk about Tommy."

"No that's ok, I'm good."

"Ok catch ya later Will, but I'm probably gonna go to bed."

"Night."

Now I'm left with my stupid thoughts. What if Tommy leaves because he knows I know now? What if he goes back into... that state? Why the hell does he need concealer? What could I have missed? I'm so stupid, so stupid. I grab my pillow and let out a muffled cry. I just wanna sleep. How could someone so young go through all that, he wasn't even supposed to know what depression is. Let alone... never mind. What if he left something out, what if he still feels like that. What if, what if, no shut up he's fine. He will eventually tell everybody and he won't leave. He will be just fine, and so will I.

[end of chapter 8] (734 words)

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