An Amateur at Best

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The pressure was inevitable 

It has all run thin

The costs were incredible 

It almost spelled the end 

I have changed in a way that was 

quite unexpected 

Maybe I need to take a break from it 

all

Before my back gets slammed against 

the wall


I avoid the curse words and racial 

slurs to find true meaning between the

lines of the teen dreams that I 

currently succumb to on the regular 

Forgive me if I drag this on

But my chest feels as if it is slowly 

being crushed by an anvil 

And if I don't move 

I will eventually lose my will to live 

The time is never to let loose with 

emotion

So I will let it go now 

Even though it may cause a huge 

commotion


At poetry 

I will always be an amateur

At life

I will become a veteran that will 

scream his views from the rooftop 

The pressure was inevitable 

I always knew that it would invade my 

privacy 

The costs were incredible 

So I can never afford to have any 

setbacks


The die has been cast 

I now use my words as boomerangs

Hoping they will come back to me 

From the ones that think my writing

should be more than a hobby


-K


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