Everything I wanted(Book1?)(Very Slow Updates)

I had a dream I got everything I wanted

I was drowning

Everything was pitch Black ...again. He walked through the shadows keeping his head hung low. He didn't know which way he was going. Under his feet it felt like he was walking on ice, but at the same time it also felt like he was on fire. Everything was silent except for the echoing of his footsteps. Then, out of nowhere he heard a voice. The voice was familiar but he couldn't quite place who it was. It taunted,

"Izuku~ what a fitting name for a dashing Young Man.  You want to be a hero you say? That could ..... be arranged~ Maybe when you're older we'll meet again. I'll teach you what a hero really is."

The voice then erupted in a sinister laugh. Izuku then blinked, suddenly he was standing on the edge of a bridge. Water gushed below going in every angle at a high speed.  From one side he saw bakugo and the rest of the bakusquad.  Bakugou looked directly at him, watching him from afar. On Izuku's other side he saw his friends, and his mother. He turned back to bakugo and locked eyes with him.

"If you want a quirk that much maybe take a swan dive off the roof of the building and pray for a quirk in your next life!"

Bakugou didn't say that, no, his mouth didn't move the voice came from the sky above them. Then, as if his body had a mind of its own, it started lifting its leg dangling it over the edge. He tried to stop it he was screaming in his head but the words just wouldn't come out. And then he fell, the wind was rushing past cutting at his cheeks and arms. And then he hit the water. He was sinking into the darkness. The light above him slowly faded. He held his breath for as long as he could but his chest was so tight he couldn't hold it any longer and he took a breath. The water that rushed into his lungs burnt. His chest felt tight. He pleaded to his body to swim but it wouldn't move.

As he sunk farther, images close to a TV screen appeared beside him as he sunk. The screen showed his friends one at a time, each and every one of them. Each screen he saw, showed his friends dying and the most brutal bloody ways. From all around him he heard the laughs of Kacchan and his lackeys.

"You'll never be a hero without a quirk deku"

He saw Denki, he reach out fear in his eyes as his body was crush, blood splattered everywhere.

Stay down stupid deku

It's all hand reach out and grab ochako. Their eyes locked as the hand caught her on fire.

Without a quirk? no, you can never be a hero maybe try something safer like a doctor or a police officer.

He saw his mom, her body was littered with knife wounds, as tears were streaming down her face. She reached out. He tried to swim toward her but the more he did the further she seemed. A hand latched onto her head. She erupted in a scream and started to decay.

I'm sorry Izuku. I wish things were different.

The voices changed turning into his classmates.

It's your fault!
It's your fault!
It's all your fault!
I wish I had never met you!
If we hadn't of met you we wouldn't have died!!
Why did we have to meet you!
You're useless!
It's your fault!

I wish I'd never given birth to you