The Book of Voltaire 5 VOLUMED BUNDLE

Book I - Chapter 2

Chapter 2 – End of Full Moon

It is the daytime. The renovation workers go on working again after yesterday's Sunday off.

I wanted to kill myself for what happened so bad. But I know God has better plans for me than the person who would not love you for who you truly are. A monster or a human, whatever you are, if the woman loves you, the love is true... and she can be but an eternal bride...

I went outside in the sun wearing my sunglasses given by my Cousin Cristian, as I wore my thick leather coat. It helps block the sunlight from my skin.

I walked back to Downtown in San Fernando City in case if I see another skal, they must be eradicated since if I saw one it might have infected another or more than just two people, the infection will spread which is why I am here to hunt them down.

There I met a man... he's a thin-blood vampire, or might have been using my auspex wrong. He is a dhampir. Half-vampire half-human hybrid since birth. I walked up to him, he was 6 feet tall, dark, and handsome too. My sexuality has gone confused thanks to this. We had a talk after I introduced myself, he thinks I'm crazy funny but he also mentioned how scary my presence is as if he was shrinking and almost becoming submissive towards me. The way my approach to different people affects them differently depending on their willpower because I often use Deliration over people around me automatically, a passive discipline I have over my vampiric power.

He mentioned he's a hunter who is taking a break here in the Philippines and thought Pampanga is good with food. In fact, that is true, Pampanga Province here where we are right now has the best foods and the best chefs with their special expertise over food are superior to anything around the world. All Americans who've visited our country often admire and say "Filipino Food is the most delicious thing in the world, especially in Pampanga." Even Filipinos say Pampanga has the best foods around the country over the thousands of Islands around here.

He also mentions he's addicted to drinking the blood of the animals he hunts. He's really sturdy but not as buff as you think. He looks really strong compared to my skeletal thin bones and flesh, actually no flesh, just skin.

He said he's taking me to the arctic of America if I want to go with him, I have to think deeply about if I want to go or not. Hunting animals in the snowy forest sound like a great deal. Unlimited fresh blood as well. My three favorite things are forests, snow, and fresh blood. I never went to any of those three. I often go to the woods near my home which is just a very small place for a forest. I've walked around there before until the owner there made me realize I've been trespassing this whole time holding a machete. I just walked away quietly instead of having to run away. No fear at all.

25th February 2021, 2:32 PM

The crown virus vaccine has rolled out across the nation. The Kapitan of the barangay has announced this and we all got in line to get the vaccine even the workers here. Thanks to my PWD ID, not very proud of that one, in all honesty, I took the vaccine earlier than the rest of the others who were earlier than myself here. After that, I took my cousin Cristian's sunglasses and gave it to me. That's when I started to roll out onto the streets of Guagua Town's Plaza. There were many people outside getting vaccinated whilst I went inside 7-11 and grabbed a cold iced black canned coffee to drink there. I flicked it open as I sniffed the scent of the sweet aroma of black coffee. But once I started to drink it, I chugged the damned thing straight down to my system. Then I felt an adrenaline rush from it which I happened to control with mastery so. I bought a red branded cigarette pack and my goal here is to do my final process of vampiric awakening. Which was to bite and feed on someone's blood through the arteries of the neck as I sink my fangs deep into their necks for the first time while being conscious. Always been feeding every night but I was sleepwalking. So, my servitor has been studying, no one can see her but myself. She has been studying at Corvin Castle in the library in Bucharest or around there in Romania, not to be sure of which city it is but it's in Romania for sure. I have been there during my dream walking states and remember them quite vaguely but once something reminds me of the episodes, I often get a sense of déjà vu to the point I'd remember exactly what happened. Most of the time I just use my auspex to remember so.

Then here I strolled around looking for a young, virgin, fresh, and vibrant woman. I could almost hear every single human's veins pulsing every millisecond at the same time, and smell the scent of their intoxicating aroma of sweat from their skin, blood beneath them, and tears from their eyes. They're salty enough to make me feel orgasmic except the blood is not salty at all, neither is bitter as rust and metal but rather... sweeter than any chocolate of any human can comprehend its taste. Quite an addiction I have! For years in my day walking episodes as conscious as I am, all I ever did to prevent myself from going on a blood rage was to drink my own blood, but it never works, but it works to quench the thirst but it comes back sooner than expected.

That is why I have so many scars, yet they heal up so fast, even my 2nd degree burnt mark is fading into white pale skin again.

Here I spent most of the day looking and searching. Someone healthy, someone intelligent, someone with passion, talent, an open mind, fluent in English, and all sorts of things. The perfect fruit, sinful enough to bite from the perfect fruit that it is so perfect it is forbidden even on earth, not just in the Garden of Eden where the Cherubim guards it. There are no angels here on earth... except for the spiritual messengers, only the humans... who are demons beneath their human façade. A Veil's Mask!

In all society there is a hierarchy, humans are foolish enough to have their own hierarchy saying Society is for everyone and Society recommends us strongly to be ourselves just to be kicked out of them, exiles, social outcasts, hermits, lone wolves. Aloof from society...!

Earth is Earth and it is for everyone alike, not for the likes of whether you are rich, poor, ugly, beautiful, whatsoever, what matters is what is beneath the mask, the true face, the true nature of humans. The personality. The character, the flavor...!

As a gourmet like me I am a picky eater, have a palette for eating, a connoisseur. I choose the most royal bloods, the most intelligent ones, the most interesting ones, divine, fresh, vibrant, and also you will never get full in your stomach because of it. Just like a dessert. For Blood, is Life!

I searched, and searched, but there was no one interesting. All humans are the same here, especially this country is full of low IQ inmate prisons of the government of the Philippines They just can't see the big picture. Corruption! At least even the least intelligent yet poor people lacking money fight to survive to know what is going around the globe as we speak, the rest just don't care, they care about themselves not others. If I choose to eat people who are reckless enough to get themselves killed because of their selfishness and greed, corruption of the soul, mind, body even! ... I would ruin my appetite, vomit it all out, and even have a bad taste in my mouth. However, it's a greater step to becoming a hero or a villain that is just ravaging the guilty for self-nourishment.

I, however, like Noblesse even as Lunace, I choose the best meal. Drug addicts, sick people, elderly men and women alike, alcoholics, and all those toxicities they have in their blood. Blood is life, not something to corrupt, blood is our vitality. Not something to put dirt in all over!

I do not drink... wine, or any type of alcohol. Just black coffee, and the perfect meal, however, I do smoke quite often. Too often...

Sounds typically hypocritical to you? Well, everyone is hypocritical my dear, even the priests. Even the Pope legalized gay marriage when the Bible forbids it. Just because he wanted to be loved by people of the generation's status quo...

So, I searched all day, there was no one. Father told me I can come home any time I'd like. I did not want him to get worried so I told him on text after topping up the sim card of my phone telling him I'm sleeping over with someone since I can go home anytime, I'd like. He said this himself, but his mother will be pissed. Using my 7th Sense the voices of the universe are telling me secrets, such as my mother is going to call later tonight so I have to be there. Curfew is over forever now. People can open their shops all night now and the people will have their nightlife back.

I promised him I won't drink the fact that I'm extremely tolerant to alcohol and that I am very careful with my diet with the stomach ulcer I have thanks to my psychiatrist's medication "Prozac". God fuckin' dammit!

As genderfluid as I am, I can swing both ways as well. So, anyone will be good as long as they do not lack flavor... perhaps Jonathan Harker means "Character". Of course, the same thing. Same thing...