Damaged Heart

guilty pleasures

Before Dan came home Lily took another shower. Thoughts of Diana still haunted her. Nothing fit, the explanation that Diana had given was weak.

She'd made up her mind she would allow Dan to see her in the study, they would make love then when he was relaxed she would ask him about Rena, Diana and Greg.

After her shower Lily put on one of Dan's  white shirts, a pair of stockings and her brown suede ankle boots. She put on a little lip gloss and tied her hair in a pony tail and tugged at the ends. Lily's hair was naturally curly, more so after the shower.

Lily took a bottle of red down to the study, she remembered their first bottle. They had no glasses so each just drank from the bottle. Lily blushed at the memory. She had been young and naive and she allowed Dan to take the lead. He had shown her how he wanted his woman to please him in the bedroom or any other room for that matter and he pleased her in ways she had never imagined in her wildest dreams.

Lily sat on the leather sofa, reached for her book and shimmied down on the sofa. As she sat reading 'Rebecca' by Daphne du Maurier her eyes became heavy. Normally she would never have gone to meet anyone.

After Dan's affair she had disappeared within herself. It had been a long journey and her anxiety had gotten the better of her. She had read lots of self help books, they had done the counselling thing, and it had worked for the most part. Dan was more attentive, he came home every night and called her often through the day. Dan and Lily were now at a place where all they needed was each other.

As Dan walked through the door later that evening he saw no sign of Lily. Walking to the kitchen he saw the garter belt on the door, on it was a note that said 'come find me'.  Dan smiled, the door led down some stairs to the study.

Walking into the room there he saw her. Dressed in one of his shirts, stockings and ankle boots meant only one thing, except she was asleep.

He walked over to the sofa where she laid sleeping, undoing her button on the shirt he slipped his hand inside and caressed her nipple lightly. Working the nipple in his fingers she began to groan. He placed his lips on hers and she kissed him back.

'Hello sexy lady' he whispered in her ear.

Her eyes opened and she smiled, flung her arms around him and pulled him to her.

'Mmm delicious man, take me' she declared.

Dan licked his lips, his groin aching. He took off his shirt to reveal a very tanned muscular chest. Lily reached up and caressed his nipples. Dan laid at the side of Lily, reaching down to her bottom. He was happy he didn't have to drag her down the sofa to take off her knickers. He loved it when she surprised him like this.

Taking her nipple in his mouth, he teased it. Swirling it round and round, Lily was squirming, she reached down and massaged the hard bulge in his trousers.

Lily needed him, it was her happy place and his.

He slid off the sofa and took off his pants to reveal a very erect penis. Lily went to him and licked the tip, he groaned and grabbed her hair. She put her mouth over the almost huge head and started sucking gently and slowly. His body moved in unison with her mouth. Lily grabbed his arse and plunged her finger deep into the hole, just as he was about to climax she removed her finger gently and her mouth was free of him. He grabbed her then and guided her to the door.

'Little girl, don't tease me like that, you want my cock deep inside you don't you?' he said huskily.
Lily laughed, she grabbed his head and kissed him hard on the mouth, her tongue sliding down to his throat.
'Yes!' She almost shouted. There was urgency in her voice, she needed him deep inside her now. She jumped up whilst holding tight onto his shoulders and wrapped her legs firmly around his waist.

'Fuck me now'

He took his penis and guided it inside her, through the wall to the sweetness  he could feel instantly. Her juices flowing over his cock. Thrusting deep and hard she bit at his neck. Thrusting back and forth, he reached for her nipple, twisting it lightly she squealed. He moved a little away from her and thrust deeper inside. Moving back to her he kissed her hard, he could not hang on much longer, he was going to come inside her.

'Oh god Lily, oh god, yes'

She continued thrusting, he moved back and caressed her 'button' this always sent her in a frenzy.

Lily started thrusting harder and harder, she slapped at his chest.

'OH GOD, OH GOD, YEEESSSS!

Later Lily was laid between Dan's legs. They had emptied the bottle of wine, soft music was playing. He was stroking her black curls, letting them run through his fingers. She was stroking the hairs on his arm.

Lily was anxious about asking him about Diana now. What would he even say to it? Should she wait, she didn't want to ruin the mood.

'How was your day today?' asked Dan whilst stroking Lily's black curly hair.

Well there was the question she was dreading, now she'd have to tell him.

'It was OK, why do you ask'

'You said you were meeting someone for lunch, a friend?' he asked.

Lily hunched herself up and sat knelt up to face him.

Lily sighed then smiled.

'Do you know Rena?' She whispered. She was dreading his answer, was this the woman he'd had an affair with.

Dan thought for a moment.

'No I don't think so, who is she?'

'She was the woman at the restaurant? You don't know her? ' she asked again.

Dan laughed.

'Lily, what is this, no i don't know her and I didn't recognise the woman at the restaurant. '

Dan had become irritated with the questioning. What was this?

Lily jumped off the sofa and went to the bottom draw of the desk. She pulled out the pictures of the woman who had been drawn over and over again, and the velvet covered notebook. She handed them to him.
He looked at the drawings them looked inside the book. He read the words on the pages. A poem, declaring feelings for a stranger. A stranger who became a friend but it could go no further. Then he remembered.

'This is not mine, I didn't draw these and these are not my words' he said sharply.

'Whose are they and what are they doing in your desk?' She asked.

Lily was near to tears, but she fought on, she had to know the truth.

'Lily, they aren't mine, you believe me don't you. I love you, just you, so very much' he finished.

Lily stood there staring at him, she would stay there all night if she had to.

'OK, these aren't mine, they belong to Greg, he had an affair with this girl. She worked at one of the hospitals we got a contract for. He sent me some papers to sign and in the envelope were these. I called him about them and he told me to hold onto them, didn't want his wife finding out'.

Lily thought this was a plausible explanation.

'You mean Diana?' She asked.

Dan's face drained of colour. He shot up from the sofa. They were stood opposite each other, both staring into the others eyes.

'You know Diana?' He finally blurted out.

It was the way he said her name. Lily felt sick once more. It was her, she had been the woman he'd had an affair with. Oh how could she have been so stupid! She remembered how he'd hid his phone from her. Placing it upside down so she couldn't see who was calling. The way she entered the room and he'd close the icloud app, the place they sent secret messages to each other. All the excuses to leave to go to the bathroom so he could message back.

'It was her wasn't it? The woman you had an affair with?"