Wilhemina venable- never felt (𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛)

Chapter 9- thief

Tw: anxiety, overthinking, upsetting scenes.
Mention of parents death and daddy issues mentions of suicide and attempts.

Once you had regained yourself and realised who you had seen and why he was here to take you to the sanctuary if you were selected you started to feel relieved although arguably still in a lot of pain. You returned to your room as the interviews had started to see who was going to be allowed into the sanctuary. The silence was deafening like the world didn't exist only you and you're thoughts.

Now you thought about Mina. Suddenly the calm world was disrupted and the waves started crashing and you sat on you're bed staring into nothing for hours on end until you are called to the room to be interviewed by Michael himself.

As you walked to the corridor you felt in a haze like you'd never left the dream world and accompanied Him in the large room.

"Y/N, is it?" He said softly and enticingly as you listened. "Yes sir" you replied blankly. His voice drew you in like the earths gravity. "Some questions you may find rather strange but I want to know... what is you're deepest pain?" He asked inquisitively. You paused... you knew what that pain was but risked getting Mina into trouble if you we're honest.

"My father left when I was young. I loved him. My mother took care of me for a few years but died shortly after. They never told me how." You said although it being a story you knew was true, it still felt like a lie considering the pain you feel now.

Somehow he knew. He knew it was a lie. "There is a deeper pain within you I'm sure, you had a lover. What happened?"
He couldn't of said that because he couldn't of known that, yet that was the question he asked.

"Yes I did. I still miss them and the way they treated me. Something happened I had an episode and after... things were never the same, they stopped loving me and they pushed me out but never gave me the chance to love them again. I can't blame them" you said nearly revealing your pain completely exposing you're wounded heart.

"I'm sorry for that. Tell me, Y/N, how does it make you feel?" He said, almost amused by you're suffering.
"Angry but, pain... lots of pain like nothing I've ever felt" you said.

He asked one last question... "and why didn't you do it? The episode I'm assuming you meant you attempted suicide? Why didn't you go threw with it? some would say, finish the job?" How to answer that you weren't sure. The smaller the thought the smaller you're voice became and all you could say was,
"i don't know". Thinking about how weak you sounded you can only imagine the power he could feel over you now, and with that you knew you were going to rot here.

"That'll be all" Michael said excusing you hastily ready for his next interviewee. The person who was next you were not sure of, but soon you were to find out it was none other than her.

You had returned to you're room for the second time and this time you felt like something was missing. You remember something from a long time ago. The feeling of love. You knew that's what you felt for wilhemina. In that moment you decided to search for her to help her fall in love with you again.

You started at her room but she wasn't there so moved to the dining room and the day room, next you went to the library but she wasn't there either. By now you had a few rooms left to check after having searched for her for the past twenty minutes. You checked the showers and then the kitchen with only one last place to check, you decided to go there.

As you're approaching the door where Michael was talking with another purple, or so you had thought, you opened the door to find wilhemina and Micheal so close almost kissing... his hand on her back with the zipper undone revealing her scoliosis and his lips two inches away from hers tears streaming down her face and a singular one down his.

You stand there in horror you're heart out of you're chest and you're brain miles away. As she turns to look at you she sees you're expression as you leave the room and close the door the image of them together burning into youre head. "He stole her from me" you repeated to yourself over and over as if he had engraved it into your soul. The way she looked at him wishing it was you causing you more pain than anything you could have felt before.

As you walk back into youre room you feel dizzy, the fuzziness starts to re-appear and suddenly you were on the bed unable to move fading in and out of consciousness until you eventually passed out into the world of living hell.

Upon waking up you really first thought was the time. You had been out for around an hour. You thought that what you had seen was a bad dream but when you see yourself in the clothes and the tear stains on the pillows you know that what you saw was real.

"Does she love Michael?"

A/N: hello everyone I'm so happy where my story is going and I hope you guys are enjoying it so far I have so much in store for you guys and chapters ready to publish every few days so yall can have a break lol.
Hope you're all doing okay love you all so much be safe angels💜💜