koi no yokan [Eng]

Yesterday was my birthday

You have no idea how much pain I had to hide inside

It may be that my heart is sick

Yesterday was my birthday

The worst day of my life so far
Today I just feel like I died inside

Cried on the places you called me yours

Some kind of light that used to tell me where to go

Yeah, it is gone

It is funny cause you have always been the jealous one
And now you ran away just like the turnback you are

Your character is insecure

Your truth is just crooked

Your confidence is confusing

And your voice is just foolish

Your heart is pretty treacherous

Or maybe it is just your principles

I wish I would not give the opportunity to enter my life
And then just leave me there standing in pain

Dandelions bloomed and now I put them in someone else's hair
But if you would never have left me I would never met this incredibly adorable friend

But I still think of all the bad things and the good things that we did to each other

And I still kinda miss you, but please

Don't ever come back

And I always have to question what I did wrong
Cause I always treated you the best and we both know that

And I do not want to love and I don't want to feel this pain
Cause nothings ever good enough and we don't want to be friends

And you will live your life
And I will live mine
I guess that's how it ends
With my pathetic rhymes

Still so stupid
Still so emotional
Still so old
Still so mean

But kinda not the same
You wanted to hear me scream
From joy and then from jealousy
And I still wonder, baby
Wonder why
You chose me

If you are you now looking at me with pure disgust
And remembering me with pain

Now what's the point man

I still hear our music
Maybe because I just want to
I mean no, you're everywhere

12.8.2021