I Love You

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Joel's POV

"G'morning sleepy head" He said kissing me on the forehead. "How long have you been awake?" I asked yawning. "Not long" He said smiling at me.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked. "You're just so cute in the morning" He said. "I can't believe you're all mine" He said leaning in for a kiss. "I'm the lucky one" I said kissing him.

"I wish I could lay here all day and stare into your beautiful eyes but I have to meet up with Chris, apparently he needs my help with something I was just waiting for you to wake up before I left" He said getting off the bed.

"No, don't leave yet" I whined grabbing onto his arm. "Baby I'll be back in like an hour" He said. "Fine, but you better make it up to me later" I said. "Trust me, I will" He said before kissing me on the lips and walking out the room.

I can't believe it's finally happened. He's finally mine. My boyfriend. I like saying that. Zabdiel is my boyfriend. All mine.

"Before I go, what do you want for breakfast?" He asked peaking his head in the room. "I'm not hungry" I said. "I don't care if you're hungry or not, you have to eat something" He said. "But I don't wannaaa" I whined. "Too bad. I'm making you breakfast and you're going to eat it" He said walking away.

About 20 minutes later he came back in the room, picked me up, and threw me over his shoulder.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING, PUT ME DOWN" I said while kicking and screaming. "No" He laughed. "Why are you doing this???" I asked. "I'm taking you to the kitchen so we can eat breakfast" He said. "YOU KNOW IF YOU WOULD'VE JUST ASKED, I WOULD'VE CAME RIGHT??" I said. "I know, but this way is more fun" He said.

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Zabdi's been gone for awhile now and I'm all alone so I called Erick because I haven't seen him in a couple of days and apparently he 'misses me' according to Chris.

"JOELLLLLL I MISSED YOU" He said jumping into my arms as soon as I opened the door. "Oh- okay..." I said. "I'M SO SO SORRY. I'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU THAT MAD AGAIN" He said.

"Okay well, 1) we both know that's not true, and 2) you're squeezing me too tight, I can barely breathe" I said. "Oopsies" He said.

"I have soooo much to tell you" He said.

"First, Chris ..." He said. "What about him?" I asked. "After he came over here and told you he was okay with 'being friends', he realized he wasn't... He told me once he saw you he remembered all his feelings..." He said.

"You're kidding right?" I said. "No... but he promised he'd stay away because he knows you don't feel the same" He said. "Wow, I actually thought we could be friends" I said. "That was stupid" He laughed.

"But that's not what I really wanted to tell you" He said nervously. "What is it?" I asked.

"Joel... I have a crush... on a boy" He said. "WHAT?? WHO??" I asked excitedly. "That's not important... I just need your advice on what to do" He said. "I'll tell you what to do but you have to tell me who it is first" I said smirking.

"No you don't understand, I can't tell you" He said. "Erick, I'm your best friend. You can't not tell me" I said. "It doesn't matter anyways, he likes somebody else" He said. "TELL ME WHO HE IS" I said. "Joel..." He said. "ERICK" I said. "But-" He said. "NOW" I said.

"FINE, IT'S YOU" He said.

"After you got mad at me and stopped talking to me I realized... I didn't want to tell you because I know you like Zabdiel and I know there's no chance for us considering we're best friend" He said.

"I- I don't know what to say..."

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I'm just gonna go... please don't hate me :).