• let it go sis , LET IT GO!!•

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4 years later....

"So how have you been? " Ariana asked me as we sat at the table in my backyard eating lunch.

"Ive been fine actually..." i said with a shrug not looking up from eating my salad...

"Diamond.... You know yo ass aint aint foolin nobody, especially me. Its been a year since the divorce and you haven't been on not one date. You dont go out with me anymore all you do is sit in this big ass house by yo self sis whats going on ?" Ariana asked looking at me with a sympathetic look.

Yep.... A year since my messy ass divorce from you know exactly who... Me and brad got married only a year after me and chris completely cut all communication... rookie mistake. I had finished so many films and started my modeling career over the 3 1/2 years me and brad were married. I had finally felt that establishment in my life for once but i was sharing my success with a man who didnt give a damn about anything i was doing or accomplishing. Once our divorce had hit the internet its like all hell broke loose... accusation after accusation from women about brad just started to pile up and that was the last straw for me. I couldn't believe the man that I trusted the most had done me so damn dirty. Moments like this is when i felt like I needed chris the most but after our last conversation i was too hurt to even reach out.

After chris and i spoke that day i vowed to not get myself invested in anybody that I worked with EVER again. I started to throw myself into the industry getting deal after deal and staring in all these box office movies, distracting myself from whatever possible love life i could have but brad had made that impossible by how persistent he was. He was always by my side 24/7 after our first film and he broke down those wallls i had up wit ease... so thats how we ended up getting married.

" look Ariana really im okay... everyone knows how nasty a divorce can get but im over it and ive moved on ... Im so content with myself right now im just not focusing on men right now." I said

"Come on girl , it wouldn't kill you to go out every once and a while I know you need some dick after a year of not having none" she said as i choked a little on my wine

"Fist off , i handle my business on my own quite well actually & nah it just feels like a waste , im too busy anyways to be going on dates  i have show appearances coming up, i have that shoot with elle" i said shaking my head.

" no im not sitting around watching my best bitch throw herself into a work depression." Ari said shaking her head " matter of fact... We're going out tonight to get drinks wether you like it or not."

" i cant... im busy tonight" i said

"Doing what ?" Ari said looking at my with a straight expression

"I-i uhh.."

"Exactly... cant even lie straight. Ill come pick you up around 9 and dont make me drag you out that house cuz i will. Fancy neighborhood or not i will show out in front yo neighbors"

Ari left and I started debating on what i wanted to wear tonight. I honestly didn't even wanna go I haven't had a time to get out and have fun since before i got married. I had a couple hours to spare so I cleaned up my house and put some more old things in the garage. I cam across this picture i had framed of me and chris from the oscars so many years ago. I looked so happy and vibrant, i miss that diamond. I wont ever forget how much I enjoyed myself that night seeing that picture made me get a boost of energy i think I needed.

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