Twilight Continued - The Lost Queen

Chapter 13 - Edward - Italy

We arrive at the plane and i ask jake to get Bella on he says yes so instead i go get the luggage out of the trunk well I'm getting the luggage Carlisle comes up next to me

¨ don't worry we will find her ¨ he says as though soothing me because its working

¨ is this what you felt all those times i left? ¨ i ask looking up at him we've never been very sentimental over the centuries and never before have i wanted a hug from him but i refrain from doing so because i know i must be strong for Bella, ness and the rest of my family

¨ in some ways it felt worse ¨ he says

¨ worse? ¨ i question

¨ yes worse ¨ he replies ¨ you see when you disappeared i didn't know where you were if you were dying if you were ok or even if the Volturi had you ¨

¨ but you didn't have to watch your wife be torchered, have your wife turned back to human, you didn't have to be told in extreme detail about your child's torcher! ¨ i retort.

¨ true ¨ he examines in his usual calmness¨ but you have something i didn't have..... Certainty ¨

I pause to think about it for a second. Carlisle is true I'm certain where renesme is & i'm certain how to change Bella back. Carlisle looks at me and then grabs the rest of the bags and heads to the plane.

When I arrive on the plane Bella is asleep. I head to the back and see she has a feeding tube. She is having a nightmare. She is twitching and whispering Nessies name i leave the room just as she wakes ¨ ¨ Edward.... ¨ she says quietly almost a whisper

I turn hearing my name the way she says it makes me die a little inside

¨ What is it Bella? ¨ i say looking deep into her eyes

¨ its ness ¨ she says this makes me more anxious ¨ she hasn't eaten in days and every time i fall asleep it feel what she's feeling ¨ the look on her face makes me hurt

¨ its ok bells ¨ i say to soothe her as i lie down into the bed with her immediately her arm stretches across my stomach and lifts of my shirt her warm hand graces over my chest i look at her and kiss her and i feel the warmth of her lips more layers come of i know i shouldn't but to much is going through my brain the longing i have felt for her and the scent is so long i lose control of myself on nights in the future i will look back wondering why i did it ill blame my future on this night i'll blame losing bella on this night is the vision from Alice i get but nothing stops me i have turned back into that sick masochistic lion i described myself as all those years ago i have turned into the monster i truly am.

¨ Edward, what have you done? ¨ Alice sheriks when she comes into the room ¨ Carlisle! ¨ she yells

Carlisle walks in his face grows from a smile to a hardened one.

¨ yes Alice? ¨ he says as concern grows in his voice ¨ dear god what happened? ¨

¨ I lost control. The monster side of me came out the scent.... The scent was overwhelming. Alice saw me in a vision doing this. Why didn't you stop me?! ¨ i yell i don't know why im blaming alice

¨ i didn't stop you because... ¨ she said and she trailed off

¨ because what ¨ i say harsher than i meant to

. because! ¨ she yells ¨i assumed you knew better than to have sex with your HUMAN wife but apparently i was wrong so blame me but you have no one to blame but yourself! ¨

¨ I blame you cause it is your fault! ¨ i say fury coursing through me

¨ whatever helps you sleep at night oh ya you can't but bella can because all she is, is human now a dumb human!! ¨ she yells as she stomps out of the room shielding her thoughts from me

Ow, that stings the thing that hurts the most is that alice is right i look down at Bellas small fragile body bruises all over her Carlisle is over her assessing what happened his hands grace over her just then she jolts up i jump to attention

¨ dad? ¨ she says it hits me square in the chest ¨ dad? ¨ she continues ¨ this is renesmee i'm using the bond yes i discovered the bond in my prison i can look into mom's head and see & hear everything that happens i've been working on harnessing the power in such a short amount of time I have a few things to tell you so listen up first im being held in the basement of the volturi throne room but i'm not sure what basement, second if you're not here in a week im done im dinner and finally mom is pregnant im not sure how but i know how ¨ then she looks at carlisle ¨ carlisle whatever you do mom needs to carry this child our theory has come true the thing we have been fearing has happened if this child dies she does to this child is the source of her life now hurry please someones coming i love you tell jacob that & remember everything ¨ and she's gone bella falls back to the bed her body in the fetal position ready to die.

Told ya things got interesting.😏

- E