Twilight Continued - The Lost Queen

Chapter 5 - Bella - breakdowns

¨ Edward ¨ I whisper ¨ check on ness ¨

I see his eyes flicker for a minute and darkness falls over his face immediately millions of thoughts go through my mind ¨ is Nessie hurt ¨ ¨ what's happening? ¨ ¨ I swear that Jacob ¨ ¨ Edward ¨ I whisper more concern and terror in my eyes, ¨ Edward, what happened?¨

¨ its ness ¨ he says ¨ she talking with a human ¨

I stand up immediately and walk out of the class once I'm in the hall I do something dangerous I run to Nessies class and walk in their teacher looks up

¨ can I help you Mrs.... ¨

¨ Cullen "I say calmly

¨ ahh ms, Cullen, your siblings are in this class i think but I'm teaching can i do something for you ¨

Crap I never figured out what it was going to do once I got here

¨ I need my siblings my.... Grandmother is sick she dieing we need to leave now to head down to Florida to say goodbye¨

Dump excuse Bella I think

¨ oh I'm so sorry Renesmee Jacob you are excused ¨

Ness & jake leave the class quietly as do I we walk out into the hall Alice is there with rose and jasper Emmett and Edward come around the hall

¨ we need to get out of here if anyone asks why we were excused because our grandmother is dying & we need to go down to Florida to say goodbye. Got it?¨

They all nod we leave without talking to anyone we separate into our and I ride in the jeep with Edward and Emmett Edward holds me in his arms right now I feel more like a human than ever I feel like my world is falling apart

¨ Bella? ¨ Edward says

When I don't respond he continues

¨ Bella, it's ok to be scared, Bella I'll protect you, and ness the Volturi won't lay a finger on you or ness back in class it's ok everything's ok ¨

¨ no it isn't ¨ I protest ¨ I fully lost it in a first-year math class on our first day of school so much for blending in¨

¨ its ok Bella, its ok ¨

He holds me till we get home when we arrive Carlisle and Esme are there

¨ what happened ¨ Carlisle says with a stern tone

¨ I fully lost it ¨ I say

¨ mum dad what's happening ¨ ness says in a small voice

We all look around uneasily

¨ Ummm Nessie ¨ Jacob says ¨ Alice saw a vision from the Volturi

Jake explains Alice's vision Renesmee's face goes from a smile to concern to fuming

¨ YOU DIDN'T THINK TO TELL ME??!! ¨ she yells

¨ ness calm down ¨ jake says in a velvet tone

¨ no I'm not calming down and if I'm going to be left out of things like this I'm leaving ¨

and she's gone.

¨ Edward look into her mind ¨ I say but he is already doing that

¨ nothing ¨ he says ¨ she ran so fast she was out of range within seconds ¨

I feel my legs give way I feel so human and I hate it I hit the ground so fast and even though i can't faint our close my eyes I sit there because if I was human I would cry my world is falling apart then i feel Edwards arms around me and pick me up and run me to our little cottage I know my family will look for her but I know deep inside she is gone Edward holds me I sense he is thinking the same thing he turns my face towards his

¨ don't worry Bella we'll find her ¨ & his lips meet mine just when the tear comes.