As I laid in bed looking at the roof. I turn over and grab my phone again.
I go into my camera roll and look at the pictures of me and Noah for the first time in months.
I smile at a picture
I miss his smile. His laugh. His warmth. His hugs.
Everything.
I felt a tear running down my face looking back at what I said to Noah.
God I'm such an idiot.
I scroll to see more pictures. The more pictures I saw, the more and more I miss him. He's perfect.
I put my phone down and wipe my tears on my face.
I stare at the wall in front of me and then I look at Louis who is still asleep. He's snoring (of course)
I go over to his foldout bed and turn him onto his side so he could stop snoring.
I get back into my bed and go onto Instagram to forget about Noah.
I was looking at people stories and I come across Noah's.
It was our 3 month anniversary date
I stare at it then saw that he had another post up.
He's at the beach near my house.