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We were watching tv and I look over to see Noah staring at me.

When he noticed he quickly looked back at the tv.

He looks so sad.

I need to find the right time to talk to him.

In the evening me and Noah ordered food, and went to bed not to long after.


It was 2 in the morning and I roll over to hug Noah.

He wasn't there.

I was so confused but closed my eyes again as he probably just went to the bathroom.

Ten minutes go by and he still wasn't back.

I get up and walk around the house but I couldn't find him anywhere.

I look on Snapchat to see his location and saw that his location at the park.

"Huh? What the hell is he doing out there"

I put on my shoes and I quietly climbed out the window. My room was on the ground floor and everyone else's is above me. So it's pretty easy to sneak out.

As I start walking, I text Louis as he's always staying up playing video games.

Me- hey

Louis- hey what you doing up

Me- could ask you the same thing

Louis- you know I stay up every night lol what you doing

Me- Louis somethings wrong with Noah

Louis- ???

Me- he really distant since he got here and I woke up to him not in bed so I went on snap to find his location at the playground I'm walking there rn

Louis- do you want me to come with you?

Me- no it's ok I need go talk to him anyways go see what's wrong with him

Louis-are you sure?

Me- yeah I'm sure

Louis- okay stay safe and text me when you get home

Me-oki

I slide my phone into my pocket again and kept walking to the playground.

The playground was getting more clear as I got closer to it and I saw Noah sitting on the benches- his back towards me.

I got close and I said "Noah?"

He quickly got scared and turned around.

He quickly turned back around and used his hoodie sleeve to wipe the tears on his face.

I sat next to him and waited for him to say something but he didn't.

"Noah what up with you, you've been acting so different ever since you got here"

He wasn't looking at you but you can see his puffy red eyes and another tear running down his cheeks in the light of the lamp posts.
I was so confused.

" Noah please, talk to me"

"Noah?"

"Y/n."

I don't say anything.

"I-I don't think we should be together."

I felt a tear falling as I look at him confused.

"What?" As I say as my voice breaks down.

He doesn't look at me.

"I'm sorry" as he breaks down again.

I try to say something but all that came out was "oh"

I look up trying to resist my tears and nod. I stood up and looked at him not even looking at me.

I turn around and go back home.

I felt sick to my stomach.
I could feel my face go pale.
I felt like my heart broke into a million pieces.
I couldn't walk anymore.
I sat down on the curb and broke down.
I didn't even notice but it was outside Louis's house. He looked out his window and saw me.

He ran out and said

"Y/n"

I startled a little bit and I thought it was Noah.
"Y/n what happened"

"It's over."

I say trying to structure a whole sentence before giving Louis a hug.

"Oh y/n"

"Come on let's bring you back home." Louis says grabbing my hands and pulling me up onto my two feet.

We make to my window and climb in. I get in bed and he sits on the side.

He rubs my back in silence as he didn't know what to say.

"Louis" I whisper

"Yeah?"

"Go home and sleep I'll be ok"

"A-are you sure"

"Yeah I just want to be alone right now"

"I understand" he says.

As he climbs out the window he turns back and says

"I'm so sorry y/n"

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