Time Tells

Our Pain Are Equal......

Saul made sure that I never lacked anything. I started eating alot. I hated vegetables so Saul could hunt for wild meat like for wild animals, they were my favorite foods though am surprised how I started eating such foods. I was reading a book about pregnancy when something kicked my stomach. It was the baby. I called Saul who was staring outside the window.
               "Saul, the baby kicked me now" , I shouted. It was painful though.
               "Really, it kicked" , said Saul placing his ears on my stomach.

My stomach grew really fast. It was really big and one time I thought I saw three little fingers when I checked my stomach. Saul and I started thinking of names we could name our child.
             " Ella, if it is a boy which I know it is, then we will name him Dave" , said Saul
             "Dave, nice name, but since I know it is a girl then Della", I also named.
           How do you know it is a girl? ", said Saul combing my hair.
          " Because am a mum and I feel it is a girl and we are going to spoil her to the worst", I looked at him smiling.
And another thing, my worst notice, I was becoming fat and really short tempered. But Saul managed me and kept patient. Sometimes I could see he was really controlling himself because he really wanted to pin me down on the bed when I could sleep on his chest but he kept it up patient. I too felt bad for him so I wanted to make his wish come true.
              "Saul, are you really alright?" , I said as I sat straight on the bed and he was sitting on the chair staring at me.
             "Am fine, you need to sleep Ella, it's late" , he said
             "Is everything fine with you? , I feel like you are suffocating" , I said
            " Don't worry about me, you can't do anything to that" , he said closing his face with his hands.
I stood up and stood straight at him and bent down to his ears.
              " Don't try stopping your inner Soul it wants something, I can give it" , I bit his ear.
            " Ella stop talking, I told you never to seduce me" , he said hold the chair tight and sweating really hard.
            "Don't stop me because I won't stop" , I said cleaning his sweat with my tongue.
I sat on his lap and kissed him in his lips, then I started removing his shirt but he stopped me.
           "Ella, what if I hurt the baby? , you know that I can't control myself once am in you" , he said removing my hands from his shirt.
          "I know you won't hurt it, I know you won't", I said removing again his shirt.
Once I finished removing his shirt, I kissed his chest and put his hands on my waist.
             " I want to be yours and everyone should know it even Jazsel" , I said kissing him not leaving his mouth.
             "And I know what to do" , he said looking at my hands.
He looked at my fingernails, they were a bit long, then he said I write my name in his chest. I first resisted.
               "Saul, it will pain a lot and I don't want to hurt you" , I said
              " You won't hurt me, and so if you do, I will love it" , he said kissing me.
              " I agree, but then you will also do the same to me" , I said looking at my chest.
               "No Ella, it will hurt you and I don't want you feeling pain" , he snapped quickly.
              "Who said I will feel pain?" , I said starting to write my name in his chest.
It was really deep like I was using a razor to write but he said no word. When I was done I kissed my name on his chest and licked the little blood coming out.
             "Now it's my time, remove my dress" , I said lifting my hands in the air.
           " Ella, it's not a good idea, I don't want you to feel pain".
            "But you promised and only four letters like your name so our pain are equal" , I said.
He first thought and then removed my dress finally , he looked at his fingers and then started writing. Oh man, it really hurts , I quickly kissed Saul so that I could get distracted from the pain. When he was done, I removed my lips from his. He carried me to the bed and slept over me keeping distance.
           "Are you sure you want to do it?" , he said looking at me
            "As sure as I love you" , I simply said pulling him to kiss me.
He kissed me in the neck then slopping to my neck, sucking my nipples then again going down. He was feeling me up and I was tired of waiting. He removed his shorts then came upwards and fixed himself really slowly and carefully. He started moving slowly than usual and asked me if I was fine. I was flying.
He told me to hold on then starting to add more speed. He never took long but at least he was satisfied alittle.
                 "Am not satisfied" , I said teasingly touching him.
                "Ella, that is enough, no seducing because it won't work at all, he said removing my hands from his body. You going to regret all the words that you have been saying later, I will show you how seducive one can be", he said kissing me softly.
I really loved this guy whether he was the son of the devil, I gave him my life, my heart and soul. I was his and he was mine. I looked at his name in my chest and I was really happy. Without his love, I might suffocate.