Still With You || jjk + kth

31| No Guidance [M]

(Mature content ahead,If uncomfortable,skip once Jeongguk and Mingyu are done texting)

He had to do it. He can't run away from it the sooner he does it better for everyone. that's the struggle of being so loved. He can't even feel smug about this one because it's his best friend he is talking about.

He can't keep leading him on when he is in love with someone else. Feeling like pure shit because it seems like he used Eunwoo as a rebound and now that Taehyung and him settled out their differences he is going back to him. Feels like Stockholm syndrome at this point.

Pacing around in circles at his apartment ,Doesn't know how to bring it up. Cutting things off is the best option right now,he enjoyed the few days he and Eunwoo had together but he doesn't want to hurt him further by not feeling anything towards him. Its harsh truth but we can't escape reality.

"You called? Is everything alright? You look stressed?" a voice came, making his head turn in surprise.

"Eunwoo,you are here. Sit down,I actually wanted to talk to you" Jeongguk said to him,making him sit down on the couch.

"Is It that important that you called me here at 12am? We have university tomorrow,Guk" Eunwoo reminded him.

"I know I am sorry for calling you this late but I just couldn't keep it in and I know I have to have this talk before we can go any further" Jeongguk hinted at what the conversation could be about.

Judging by Eunwoo's face that just fell,he thinks he knows what's going to happen. He didn't say anything in response so he took it as he was telling him to go on and elaborate what he meant by that.

"So um I met up with Taehyung as you know he's alright it was just a plan so I would talk to him. We argued a lot and we made up by the end. I think everyone deserves a second chance so I gave it to him it"

"Get to the point, Jeongguk" Eunwoo interrupted. He already sounded from fed up.

"The point is...I will be straight forward,I still like Taehyung so much. Rekindling with him made me unknowingly so happy,being in his arms made me so happy...kissing him made me so happy. That's why I want to apologize to you,I am sorry I can't do this. I can't do it. I really am sorry" Jeongguk apologized to him. He saw how Eunwoo broke eye contact,looking down at his lap.

"...You know what this looks like, right? was I just a rebound to you Jeongguk? were my feelings a joke to you?" He was raging. He had every right to since the whole situation wasn't very ideal.

"No,Eunwoo. That's not the case when I came crying towards your apartment yes I was heartbroken but when you confessed I genuinely thought I could move on and I wanted to move on,I wanted to learn how to love you romantically but it's my stupid brain who refuses to see you more than a friend. It's not you,it's me. I am a fool too in love with Taehyung,I can't tag you along and hurt you further"

"Thanks for being considerate but it already hurts Jeongguk. I thought I finally had you but you slipped away the second that man apologized to you. Are you really sure about this? Are you sure this is the best decision and something like before won't happen again" Eunwoo wasn't giving up and it was quote sad to see.

"We both don't know that,Do we? But I want to trust him and move further. If he hurts me again then maybe I'm a fool for going back to him but only time will tell that. That's why I'm sorry Eunwoo,I wish I could fall for you instead. I don't know where this takes us now..its all up to you,I still want to be friends with you I don't want to lose you but if you decide not to then I won't say anything I'm sorry" He gave him an free option of what future do they hold but Eunwoo was too down. he looked seconds away from crying.