Running from the bar as soon as the performance was finished. Taehyung hated it,he hated it so much he wanted to cry. The impact of the guy's voice on Taehyung was a lot and it was strange,it felt nostalgic for some reason and the strangest part is he doesn't even know who that person is. This was the first time Taehyung saw that man with an angelic voice and was handsome as hell.
Nothing ever had this much impact on Taehyung for years,literally nothing. Taehyung has felt heartless since like….forever. But tonight he felt emotions he never knew he could experience again in his fucked up life. The suffocation that he felt because of the flashback he had,almost made it hard to breath.
But when he heard him sing,he never felt that relaxed and just hypnotized by his voice. This is why he hated it,he can't let someone control his emotions...not again. He has lost alot everytime he let his emotions control him,he can't lose more. He has been hurt enough.
The rain stopped a long time ago,Taehyung was now infront of his apartment that he shares with his friend,Park Jimin. He took the keys out and Opened the door with it. He got inside,closing the door with his foot.
The first thing he saw when he got in was the blond boy sitting on the couch,looking at him with a serious expression. He made him remember his dead mother.
"Taehyung you are home so late,where were you?" Jimin questioned him,worriedly.
"And you are early? Did you just spend an hour at the club?" He asked him back,not answering his question.
"When i called i was already at the club for two hours. I came home like ten minutes ago and you were nowhere to be seen. You told me an hour ago you are going to go home but you are coming home now so where were you?" Jimin first explained his side and then continued his question. Taehyung sighed,he didn't wanna tell him. He doesn't want Jimin to know about the angel he saw today.
"Nowhere Jimin,I am going to sleep" Taehyung replied,totally lifeless. Jimin scoffed and yelled his name.
"Taehyung! stop walking away from me,where were you? Are you okay? did you had a panic attack again?-" before jimin could say more,taehyung interrupted him.
"Shut the fuck up Jimin please,stop acting like my mother and mind your own business" Taehyung told him,giving him a glare. He saw Jimin looking at him with pity,he hated it. He turned around and went toward his room. He slammed the door shut,making a loud noise,leaving the older boy alone in the living room.
Taehyung knees gave up on him as he sat on the floor,his head against the door as he looked up at the ceiling. He felt his eyes filling up with tears. He is so weak. He didnt wanted to burst at Jimin but fuck he already is feeling so overwhelmed so he took it out on him.
He is a shitty friend, Jimin cares for him that's why he asked. He didn't deserve to be spoken that rudely by Taehyung. He treats Jimin like shit when that guy has always been there for him but he isn't just enough. He can't undo everything that happened. Taehyung is just ungrateful. He should be glad Jimin didn't leave his fucked up ass.
He closed his eyes because his eyelids felt heavy. His body wasn't responding to him anymore as he felt numb. He felt like he couldn't move so he just closed his eyes,tired from fighting himself and soon drifted off to sleep.
"Taehyungie,run away please your father will kill us" Taehyung's mother pleaded to him. Taehyung felt confused as his head was spinning. He saw the glassy tears falling from his mother eyes,he never saw his mother cry this hard. He is only 9 what can he do?
"mommy but I'm not going to leave you,you come with me" Taehyung said to his mother. his mother gave taehyung a heart warming smile and hugged him tightly,sobbing quietly in her son's shoulders.
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Still With You || jjk + kth
Fanfiction"When I meet you again,I'll look into your eyes and tell you, 'I missed you' " - Still with you. Where Taehyung is part of mafia and has a very stressful and fucked up life,the only peace and comfort he founds is in the voice of the angel who sings...