Still With You || jjk + kth

21| About The Boy

They don't know if it was some sign from god or just a huge miracle because at that moment,they were losing hope every single second that passed. It was the most stressful time of their life.

Sitting inside a hospital at 4 am is not something anyone wants to go through,especially when the person you love the most is inside just a step away from death. 

Jeongguk tapped his foot nervously on the hospital floor,tears streaming down his face. He can't believe this. He is having a hard time accepting the reality. He talked to Taehyung like just some hours before all this happened,he sounded totally okay just what triggered him,he is having time trouble understanding.

Jimin who was sitting next to him,awfully quiet. He looked shocked and horrified by this whole situation. He just couldn't believe...he was experiencing this again. 

"Fuck,I am so fucking scared Hyung. W-why did he do this? What happened? he was okay the last time I talked to him" Jeongguk said,trying to block the voices in his mind that are feeling his mind with negative thoughts.

"I think I know what caused it...but I don't want to accept it,I thought he was better,I thought he moved on...I feel fucking useless" Jimin said,more mad at himself than anyone else.

"What do you mean? don't tell me...was it because of him?"

"Seungho..I think so" Jimin spoke up.

"Why the f-"

"Are you two gentlemen with Mr. Kim Taehyung?" Jeongguk was cut off by a man,who was the doctor. Jimin nodded immediately as they both stood up facing the doctor.

"So,the patient was in a very critical situation when he came in,A lot of blood was lost,thanks to the piece of cloth that was around his wrist that no more blood than that was lost or...it would have been almost impossible to save him. You guys shouldn't worry,it was a miracle he is alive right now,a second late and we would have unfortunately lost it" doctor said looking at the two young man who let out a sigh of relief. Those words meant the world to them.

"The cut wasn't too deep so maybe the person was too intoxicated,Thankfully that saved him. We have stitched up the cut so it's all good. Patient isn't awake yet,it might take a few days for him to become conscious since the loss of blood made everything worse but he is out of danger and that's what matters" Doctor smiled at them,giving them assurance Taehyung isn't in danger anymore. 

"Can we see him?" Jeongguk asked.

"Yeah,just let us clean his cut up bit and disinfect it. It will take some minutes then you can meet him even though he is unconscious. Though I have the meaning to ask...has the patient ever self harmed himself before too? because the way his body responded it felt like he had been through this before too" the doctor asked them. 

Jeongguk's eyes widened in shock because he had no idea,he thought it would be because of his dangerous job and he must be used to getting injured. That was until Jimin answered since he knows him the best.

"Yes,It was almost like..a year ago"  Jimin spoke up,making the younger look at him in shock. Making him realise,he really doesn't know anything about the older and that is not sitting well with him.

"Hm,I suggest therapy because the fact this is the second attempt doesn't mean there can't be more so I highly suggest it. Therefore,I'll just go and check him up so you guys can meet. Meanwhile, can one of you fill the hospital form?" He asked them and Jimin volunteered to do it. 

Once the doctor walked back inside the room Taehyung was in both of them sat down. Jeongguk was still recovering from shock.

"He...has done this before too?" Jeongguk asked him. Jimin nodded slightly.