✿ Wilted flower ✿ | keabedo

7.

I watch the eggs cook I occasionally gave them a stir or added a little seasoning.
Keaya had walked in and was sitting at the small table i had set up by the window, he tried to make small talk but I was to embarrassed to speak to him at this point.

The eggs finally done cooking, I placed a little on two plates before serving on to keaya.

"Mm looks delicious"
Keaya said before digging in

I did the same the eggs were slightly rubbery, but as far as my cooking goes it was pretty good.

"That's not bad Albedo, you'd make a good house wife"
Keaya joked light heartedly

"I'm not sure about that"
I say flustered at his comment

"You gave me a bed, made breakfast, brought me home from the bar.. but maybe that's what friends are for"
Keaya smiled

"Yeah"
I reply simply

'Friends' I geuss that's really all he thinks of me, why did it hurt so much to hear him say that.
I had lost my appetite I just stared at my food, right now I just wanted to disappear.

"Albedo? You alright"
Keaya asked concerned

"Yeah I'm fine just tired I geuss"
I lie again I hated lying to him

"Are you sure? I'm always here for you"
He said sympathetically

"Yeah, yeah I'm alright just.. fine"
I say putting on a fake smile i knew he wasn't convinced but he stopped asking

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It had been a few hours since keaya left his sheets still exactly as he left them, I lay on the couch staring at the ceiling I was drained emotionally.
A part of me wanted to go running crying to keaya like a child but I know I can't.
Everything was so simple before, in a way I hated him for ruining, it but if anyone I geuss it's my fault.

Maybe all I needed right now was a change of scenery, some fresh air even.

I threw on a jacked and boots walking out into the cool nights breeze, I wandered the streets with no real direction.

Gazing up at the stars, looking at the vendors pack up for the night. It was relaxing to finally be alone for a little, I passed by angels share but someone caught my eye.

It was keaya again he was sitting at a table with rosaria, he looked to be flirting away as usual.
Although it pained me i kept walking hoping I could get by with out him noticing me.

But as I got closer I watched him lean over the table kissing her on the cheek with a grin.

My heart stoped it felt like my soul left my body. I was sad, angry, jealous,distraught. I just ran for it left the area immediately, I couldn't bare to watch anymore.

as I made it to a small alleyway to catch my breath at last i saw a figure approach me...