WARNING: THIS PART OF THE STORY WILL INCLUDE ABUSE AND SUICIDE
Y/N's POV
I sighed and took my solar powered charging pack, my charger, headphones, and my phone. I kept thinking about that night. My father was such a kind man...
I fought back tears so mother wouldn't hit me for being 'too loud' again. I pulled out father's large Bowie knife and stared at every detail. It's the exact knife he used to take his own life. I remember he told me to take it because it would come in handy in the future. I took the blade with shaky hands that night and cleaned it off before hiding it under my mattress. I took another knife around the same size and smeared it in his own blood, making sure to only hold the decoy blade with gloves on before placing it in his hand. The cops came that night and all I could do was cry as the realization that he was gone sunk in.
I hid away the blade in my boot after sheathing it and put my earbuds in. I hummed quietly as the music started.
All that you'll ever be oh, oh
Dead to me, dead to me, oh
Toxic, you know you're toxic
I'm being honest, I can't take it anymore
Hostage, can't hold me hostage
Oh oh, no more
Black heart
white dress
Kiss first
bites next
Drinks out
Time's up
No trust
Come find out, yeah
Fooled once
Played twice
Froze up and I stayed nice
Did you now I'm doing me
I was locked away now you set me free
I didn't realize I started singing out loud at one point until I felt a slap on my cheek.
"You worthless bitch! I thought I told you to stay quiet! It's because of scum like you that my husband is gone! If you had never existed he would still be here!" My 'mother' screeched.
I snapped. It was all a blur really. One minute she was yelling at me, the next she was bleeding out on the floor gasping for air with a deep slice in her neck. I stabbed her in the heart 5 times for good measure before messing up the room and cleaning up any evidence that could leave me in suspicion. I changed my outfit and everything before throwing my bloodied clothes out into the dumpster in the darkened alleyway. I then tampered with the door to make it easier to break so it seemed like the suspect is someone stronger. I then headed to school. Of course I cleaned off my father's knife and hid it in my boot again just in case.
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Secret Melodies(Dangerous Fellows Lawrence X Reader)
FanfictionY/N and Lawrence always would sneak away to hang out even as kids, but as they grew older they had less and less opportunities to meet up and for two whole years they lost touch, only for them to meet back up at the end of the world. TRIGGER WARNING...
