You don't know how bad it hurt
Knowing I talked to you one day and not the next
When we literally FaceTimed the day before
And I would text you about some exciting thing
But you would never answer
And I wished you went to Camp
You would have dominated
But I still felt alone
M and I. become best friends
And I was their hidden third wheel
They spent the summer together
While I was away on vacation
And I wished I could have talked to you
There were nights I cried to sleep
Because I hated everything and felt so lonely
All I wanted was to have you back
All I wanted was to talk to you
And I know you didn't mean to leave me
But it still hurt
I hate that you had to quit so many things
And that you moved churches
It's not fair
You didn't have to leave
You could have stayed
But you left without saying goodbye
And I know it's not your fault
But I still missed you
I still do miss you
I love you so much
You're amazing
And I'm so proud of you and all that you've accomplished
You got your freaking black belt
When you were recovering from a concussion
So if I have someone that needs to be beat up
I know who to call
Ghostbusters
Just kidding
But I completely forgive you
And don't think for a second that any of this is your fault
Because it is not
And don't think that nobody loves you
Cause that's insulting to me
Cause I love you
I'm Nobody
And if you are struggling with anything at all, I am always here to help
I will always be there for you
You are the best baby noot in the world
And I couldn't get through life without you
You know how bad I am at writing and finishing a song
But I actually wrote half of a song about all this
Maybe once I finish it, I'll sing it for you
But I miss you so much
Come see me sometime
I'll break into your house if I have to
Take care of yourself for me
And take care of yourself
You deserve to be happy
Don't be sorry
Don't blame yourself
I'm just glad to have you back
You amazing
And that will never change
I love you, K
-R ❤️
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