《Bad Matches And Broken Promises》- A Renga Angst Fanfic.

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TW: S*lf h*rm

The red head just sits there. At 2 in the morning, sobbing. Why can't he just be nice for two seconds? He's developed such a bithcy act he has no idea what he really feels anymore. It's It's just 'fuck you" or self hatred. "I should really be in bed..." he mutters to himself before standing up and grabbing an old razor blade. "Only a few cuts won't matter right...?"

Waking up the next morning, with barely any sleep, he grabs his phone, which he actually plugged in for once. He goes to text langa, yelling at himself internally the entire time.

R:*"Hey, I know its early idk if your awake or not. But do you wanna hang out later? Around like noon or 1 if your free?"
L:*"Hey, yeah I'm up. And yeah that works :))"
R:*"Dont get to happy about it. I'm just bored, okay?"

That was such a lie. He was in love with langa and he knew it. He could try to deny it but the feelings from when they were teenagers never went away, if anything they only got stronger. Little did he know langa loved him back. Just as much as reki loved him.

"Hey langa." "Hey!" "I don't get how your always so happy" the red haired boy mumbles to himself. "What?" "Uhm-! Nothing.. do you wanna go skate, or talk, or whatever" "Reki are you alright- you seem...off?" "Was I ever okay langa. But yeah you don't have to worry about me, let's just go skate okay...." "reki come here." "What-" langa pulls reki into a hug, one he doenst fight. A hug that eventually turns into more of an embrace. "I really hope your alright reki..." "I'm fine langa." "Good...I love you" langa whispering that last part, but reki still hearing if perfectly clear. "I love you to..." he whispers back. "Let's go skate langa, okay?" Langa nods, both the boys now having a small blush over their faces.

They skate around together for a while, and once they get tired they both sit down. Neither of them mentioning thier little, embrace, from earlier. "Langa..." "yeah- what's up?" "Do you genuinely like hanging out with me?" "Yes of course!" "....thanks" a slight smile finally crosses over rekis face. "I'm gonna get going..this was great though."