《Bad Matches And Broken Promises》- A Renga Angst Fanfic.

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TW: s*lf h*rm

The next morning langa comes downstairs in baggy clothes and half done hair. His mom stares at him, worried. "Are you okay? You seemed off yesterday and you look like a mess?" "Yeah, it's not a big deal. I just got into a small argument with one of my friends. Its not a big deal though. It'll probably be resolved in a few days.." "are you sure? You seemed really upset and I heard you crying last night..." "...I started talking to reki again. And he cut me off. Again. I don't wanna talk about it. I'm gonna get going now, I have a class. Bye mom" langa quickly gets up and leaves.

Reki, still laying in his bed in the middle of the day, silently crys into his pillow. His thoughts start racing through his head. "YOUR SUCH AN ASSHOLE...HE LOVED YOU. WHY CANT YOU JUST BE A HALF DECENT PERSON FOR ONCE IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE" He screams at himself and lightly hits himself on the head, trying to ignore all the thoughts about hurting himself worse than that. Eventually gaining enough effort to get up and grab his phone.

Joe:*"why would you leave him like that."
Reki:*"fuck off. I know I'm a horrible person okay?"

Having pretty much the same message from cherry and miya as well, and sending pretty much the same response, before putting his phone down, and sobbing again.

Back with langa, he just goes back to hanging out with cherry Joe and miya every day. Of course reki leaving hurt, it hurt just as much as when he left the first time. But at this point he'd acknowledged that reki wouldn't come back.

"Langa, you'd dozing of again" "oh-! Hi sorry miya...im just kinda...distracted." "it's not your fault rekis a bitch." "I...I know I know...I just..uhm. let's change the subject." "Okay."