《Bad Matches And Broken Promises》- A Renga Angst Fanfic.

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HUGE TW: su*c*de

Reki stands locked in his bathroom, thinking about everything from the nighy before. Gripping the knife in his hand tighter. Just standing there for a while. He grabs his phone and texts langa.

R:*"Look langa. I'm sorry but I've gotta go. Some promises just can't be kept, I don't don't either of us expected it to be broken like this but. Goodbye and thank you <3"
L:*"Reki!? Reki what the hell."
L:*"reki answer me."
L:*"I'm coming over."
R:*"dont please.."
L:*"What the fuck are you doing!?!"
R:*"leaving. Giving up."
L:*"reki what the hell no im coming over."
R:*"please just dont..."

Reki puts his phone down, picks the knife back up, and brings it up to his wrist. Cutting deeper than he even knew he could. Standing there letting the blood drip onto his hands. "How long must this take..."

His phone starts going off again. Spams and calls. Until langa eventually actually goes to his house. Hearing langa open the door he starts yelling. "IM NOT GONNA LET YOU IN. SO LEAVE-" "reki let me in please..." "no...you can't stop me anyways im already bleeding out." "What the- reki no...oh my God please no..." "yeah..." langa stands there yelling for a few more minutes and reki repeatedly telling him to leave. Eventually reki opens the door and hugs langa, a tight hug. "I love you... its to late I've lost way to much blood..so just. Let me die in your arms langa...please." "r-reki i...no..." reki weakly grabs langas hands and kisses him on the cheek. "I love you langa.." "I love you to so don't leave me!?" "Sorry but i can't do that." Half falling onto langa reki stares at him, half conscience. "Thank you langa...I love you so much. Goodbye." And then he gives up on the bit on an attempt to hold onto consciousness he had. Laying quitely in langas arms. "reki- reki answer me God dammit-" but he got nothing. Sure he tried to call an ambulance but by then reki bled out.

"Why. Whyd you do it reki..." he lays in his bed later later night. "You promised...you wouldn't leave..." Staring at the texts reki had sent him. "I love you..." he half says to his phone. Trying to pretend hes talking to reki, but deep down he knows rekis gone. And the last thing he siad was how much he loved langa...