Polaroids & Memories

Apologies or Arguments? ~ 9

( Louis POV )

A few days later, I go back to the train station. I wanted to go earlier but Mr Payne wouldn't let me go because of my cold.

I sit at the bench and wait for someone. No, I wait for Harry. I read my diary and remember what happened the last few days.

Harry didn't show up and Mr Payne got mad at me for staying out here til midnight waiting for him. I had messaged my sister, Lottie and told her that my cold wasn't bad at all and that Mr Payne won't let me go out. I wanted to go see Harry. I hope he doesn't feel bad for me not showing up yesterday and the day before. I don't want him angry at me.

"Hi!" Someone says and I feel them place something on my head.

"Something is on my head." I say and turn my head slowly and see Harry standing there.

"It's a present." He says and smiles, showing his dimples.

"A present?" I look at him confused. Why would he bring me a present? It's not my birthday.

"Um, I'm sorry about the other day. I broke my promise to you." His smile is gone and he frowns.

"Yeah, that's what I read. But..." I sight and close my diary.

"What is it?"

"To be honest, I don't remember anything. So it's not like I'm mad at you." I look at him and give him a small smile. I could never get mad at anyone or feel what it's like to get mad at someone. I

"Oh..." He sights. Relief that I'm not mad at him.

"But thank you very much for the present." I lower my head down and let the present fall on my lap. I see it's a small teddy bear wearing a bow tie.

"Hmm? A teddy bear?" I stare at it.

"Yeah...sorry I didn't know what you liked."

"It's very cute. I really can't thank you enough." I hold it at arms length and continue to stare at it.

"Is your cold still bothering you?" He asked and takes a seat next to me.

"I'm fine. I'm feeling much better."

"Good. I'm glad you're doing okay. Umm..."

I turn to look at him and see that he's nervous. His hands on his knees and his head down.

"What is it?" I place my hand on top his to calm him down.

"I wanna run something by you." He looks up and looks at me. "How would you feel about writing a song together or something?" He bites his lip. Nervous of what I might say next.

"What? I don't understand. Why would you say such a thing?" I look at him in disgust.

"What do you mean "why"? He sights and runs his hand through his hair. "Doesn't it sound like fun? Come on, let's give it a shot!" He smiles and looks so happy.

I look away at him. "But I can't. How could I...?" I can't write a song. Especially with my memory defect. It's going to be like writing a different song every time.

"Why?" With his hand he grabs my chin lightly and turns my head so I can look at him.

"Why? You know I only have a 13-hour memory span, right? I told you that." I whisper to him.
But even if I did try would it sound okay? Would the song be perfect?

"Mmhmm. But I'll help you write it." He grabs my hand and squeezes it.

"I don't wanna write, okay?!" I yank my hand away from his.

"What's wrong?"

"Why are you being so mean to me all of a sudden?" I clutch my diary in my hand hard, making my knuckles go white.

"You think I'm being mean?! Really?!" He yells, making me flinch.

"Yes. You're usually more understanding." I say quietly. Why is Harry so different today.

"I don't know. I thought it'd be a nice thing we could do together. It's something I wanted to do for you." He sights. He sounds frustrated.

"How is that for me?"

"Because... you told me just a little while back that writing a story was your dream."

"That's true but... that was the me of a week ago."

"Whether it was last week or today, you're you! And a dream is a dream." He says and looks at me so happy. He looks like a happy little boy on Christmas. He really wants me to do this but I can't.

I stand up with my teddy bear and diary in my hand and walk back towards the main building of the train station. "I'm going home!" I yell back to Harry.

"Louis!" He yells back. But I don't turn around.

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Oh snap what's going to happened next? :0 lol

Is Louis mad at Harry? Or what lol

But awwe Harry got Louis a teddy bear <3

So cute lol

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