I drive home as fast as I could without paying any attention to my injured arm.
When I get to the door way I jumped out of the car and lift Harry up from the back seat.
"STELLA.....STELLA " what the h.... Oh right I just kicked her out great .
When I yelled stella's name a young girl jumped out of the house.
" sir Malik I'm Paula. I'm new" she talked in a beautiful polish accent and his long blonde her covered her shoulders.
" yeah yeah ...fine.The doctor is on the way, can you go upstairs and make my bed for him? " I said while passing through the door.
Look like she just noticed Harry on my arms cause she was starting at the ground.
"OMG... I'm so so sorrryyy . I'll do it fast. " and she ran fast to my room.
When I reached to my room I slowly put Harry on the bed and suddenly I sat beside him and put my fingers between his brown silky curly hair that widely covers his forehead and pushed them back. I keep doing it for several times and lean over to kiss his forehead...
But suddenly I stopped near his forehead as his curls scratched my lips, what am I doing? It's not going to happen . I'm a criminal I..I can't
I got up from the bed and walked around the room while massaging my temples.
Zayn what are you doing man? Calm down it was just you would do to your sisters it's not a big deal you just felt bad for him. Yeah yeah it's nothing.
I was fighting with my mind when I heard damiano's voice:
" ZAYN WE'RE HERE " and damiano and an old man and a younger one entered the room.
" doctor I don't know what happened to him but he's been unconscious for about 2 hours "
"Yeah yeah I'll take care of it"
" jerry check his arm" the older man said while find his way to the bed where Harry was laying there.
"Now I'm fine. Take care of him " I nearly yelled.
"Mr. Malik he'll be fine but if the bullet in your arm stays then you would have infection , it means you'll loose your hand or even die" the older man said calmly but serious.
" k. But please do something he's been like this for so long" and then I sit down on the sofa and the man who called jerry started to take out his things. And he injected me in my arm.
"It'll numb the pain" he kept talking to distract me but I was already in my head and thinking about the mixed feelings that I had .
For one second the thought of being normal and a family hit me. A little beautiful boy with a perfect smile and dark brown curly hair was running with his cute small foots on the grass and I was following him , the sound of laughing was the only thing I could hear and it was the sweetest melody to my ears . I stopped and looked back a pair of mesmerizing emerald eyes were zoomed on me. I never seen something this beautiful.
"It's done. Take these pills in case you have any pain."Jerry's voice bring me back to the real life.
"Yeah thanks man" I said while looking at my bandaged arm.
"PLEASE.....NO P..PLEASE DON'T HURT ME I DID NOTHING WRO....NG" Harry's shaking voice and sobs filled the room.
I jumped to the bed.
" what's wrong it's me ,zayn. Don't worry you're safe you're here with me shhh... nothings gonna hurt you babeh " I whispered to his ear while caressing his hair.
" it..it was so bad zayn,they..they yelled and...and beating me hard it hurts i...i, mommy tried to stop him but he didn't stop and he pushed mom too and kept beating us d...dad came and grabbed him from behind and take him away from us but then he shoot him 3 times. Blood...blood were everywhere his blood made a lake and I was Sh..aking I...I can't..."
Then he slowly closed his eyes and slept peacefully.
" it's the effect of pills, it helps him to sleep " doctor said while packing his things.
" umm sorry what he was talking about is he okay? Can you stay in case he needs any medical things? "
" don't worry mr. Malik he's okay physically and there's just bruises and wounds but mentally he had a breakdown and it's out of my work basin "
He said standing up.
" what do you mean? "
" I mean he needs to be away from any stress and just rest and of course talking with a professional psychologist will help if you need to ask anything just give me a call "
" thank you so much for everything " and they left .
After a few minutes damiano entered the room and leaned on the door frame.
" so Malik it's time to talk " and he slowly took steps to me.
" what is it damiano I don't have time for shit" I said while massaging my forehead.
" okay just in case you want to know Harry's will come with me to the Rome " I stopped in my spot with my mouth wild open.
" whut? Are you crazeh?" I said with so much confusion.
" um I don't see anything to describe it to you Malik I think you need to rest I've known you smarter " I watched him walking around the room and typing in his phone.
" you CAN'T take him anywhere " I hissed.
" oh yeah? And who said? A irresponsible person who couldn't even protect a boy who kidnapped him himself? Yeah sure I'm scared now" he grinned.
" so Malik say goodbye to Harry we have a flight right 3 and a half hours later " and he left the room.
How can he do something like that. Harry is my hostage and and it's all fucked up he treated me like he's my boss or something.
I went down the stairs where damiano and a long black haired boy was beside him I saw him before.
" look Harry is my hostage and you can't take him anywhere I'm in danger "
" we both know he wouldn't do anything also I'll take him out of the country and you won't be in danger anymore it's a win-win situation "
He was right I can pull myself out of it and finally get to work and all it's win-win.
