The sound of the happy birds singing their annoying song, forcefully opened my eyes.
My chest feels numb; I look down to my chest to face a bunch of messy curls on my chest,my annoyed expression turned to a little smile.
I let out a little groan as i burry my face into his curls, feeling alive.
His heartbeats like the sweetest melody into my ears.
I want this to last forever, I want time to stop.
I checked my phone to see Sam's texts and missed calls rain on me.
I called him only to hear him yelling:
"Fuck you zayn just fucking leave there motherfucker,LEAVE NOW THEY FOUND YOU ASSHOLE.RUN!!!"
My eyes widened as shaking Harry to wake up,
"We need to leave babe. Hurry up," his sleepy face was full of questions, questions that I don't have any answers for.
"Zayn what's wrong? Why we need to leave ?"
I locked his fingers with mine as checking my bullets.
Opening the door to check around if it's safe outside or not.
" just stay quiet Babeh okay? I'm not letting anything happens to you. I promise." I looked at his beautiful green orbs that were full of tears. My precious harreh.
I wiped his face with my thumb,
"Don't cry and be strong," I handed him a gun
"Just in case you need to defend yourself." He takes it with shaky hands,
"Zayn I'm scared....promise we'll be alive and start a new life just the two of us.please promise me."
My heart cracked into million pieces of those pleading and hopeful eyes and the empty promises I'm gonna give him. I kissed his knuckles gently and rubbed them with my thumbs.
"Promise baby boy. Just stay strong yeah? We will get out of it together." I smiled at him to calm him a bit.
And then again I focused on the outside.
There's no one here.
I looked at the boy whose fingers were locked with mine and gave him a nod to run.
We ran into the woods as the sound of the police cars gets louder and louder.
I smirked of the thought that how scared they are of me and the things I can do.
Harry stopped as struggled with breathing. I looked at him as his hand slipped out of mine trying to get oxygen to breathe. His face turning red.
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders,
"Babe, calm down. Breathe with me yeah? Relax Harry you I'm here with you " how dumb am I to forget he has those asthma attacks when he is stressed or scared.
He calm down a bit and stopped breathing hardly.
"Better?"
He just nodded.
I was so distracted by Harry's condition that I completely forgot about the cops...
The sound of people stepping on dried leaves filled my ears as I turned my head to the noises.
"Harreh, look at me babe," I put my finger under his chin and made him look me in the eyes.
"Look, loads of cops are here and I know you're smart enough to know what it means..." my voice cracked so I stop talking and tried to be strong it's not the right time for me to give up and let them hurt my boy.
" we are here alone with only 12 bullets," he put his finger on my cold,dry lips.
"Zayn don't say it please. I love you. We can do this together. You're not alone..." he choked on his words as his tears covered his rosy cheeks.
Me and you
You and me
You can read the fears in my eyes
Alone in the woods
Grounded by truth
I wanna hug you and make you feel alright
I was right
Love is pain
Love is losing
Love is crashing
I wanna cry
But my eyes are dry
So cry baby boy
For our undying love
I fall in the pieces
For untrue promises
I put my captured his pale face with my tan hands as kissing every visible skin of his face.
And finally a long, full of love and deep kiss on his lips that tastes like heaven.
"Harreh, you're strong. You're perfect babe. I know you can do it, with or without me," he cried louder than before;
"No zayn you DONT understand. You can't feel what I'm feeling, I'm nothing without you I don't want anything but you. Please why are you doing this..." I hushed the crying mess to finish my words. Behind an old tree, a cold breeze dancing with his curls as sun reflected in his green eyes, with tears making his cheeks blush; the last thing I'll ever see in my life and that's such a beautiful thing. The most important and beautiful person in my life,the boy who made me wanna be a better person, the boy who taught me how does it feel to love and be loved.
"We both knew it would be happened someday; it's too soon but it's life Harry. And I'm sorry that I put you in so much pain and trouble, but I'm selfish and i wanted to be with you anyways. I love you more than anything and anyone Babeh and I don't regret anything but my fucked up past and job that's the reason we're here now. I love you Harry . I love you I love you I love you I love you so much."
I let my tears fall. I kissed him again; those addictive lips.
"MALIK I KNOW YOU ARE HERE! So JUST SHOW UP SURRENDER YOURSELF."
I looked at my angel once again.
" Harry your safe babeh, they know I kidnapped you and they can't arrest you or hurt you baby boy, just remember that I love you and I don't wanna see you a sad boy so don't be a bad boy and listen to me. Enjoy your life without thinking about a fucked up criminal kidnapper and a running criminal okay? I'll miss you love..."
He start sobbing,
"No zayn; I'll wait for you to get back from jail and we'll start again. I love you it's not the end of us baby."
I smiled at him with blurry vision.
Ì took a few steps away from him as he was trying to grab my hands.
"Harry, I'm always with you." Now I could see the men with pointed guns.
As Harry was about to come closer I point the gun to him.
"Zayn you leave me like this. Please take me with you."
"Malik drop your gun."
"I'm sorry Babeh," and then turned around to face the cops.
"Oh hey little pussies, oh man look at your faces, god," I started laughing like crazy.
I looked at my crying lover. "addio angelo mio."
And then the bullets war started as I shoot one of them and the bullets rain on my helpless body. As Harry's voice calling my name is the last thing That filled my ears, and his warm hands on my barely alive face is the last thing I can feel. And my last sight is the most beautiful green eyes in the world. I smiled as the last breath left my chest..."I love y.."
Harry's pov:
I screamed in pain. My life ended as those hazel eyes were closed forever.
Darkness
Numbness
Felling empty
Pain
It's the end
Of your breath
Of my dreams
I looked down at my bloody hands.
Lifeless body of him on the ground.
Voices around my ears but I can't hear anything.
Darkness.
........
I opened my heavy eyelids, hoping that was just a dumbass dream that zayn is waiting for me.
But as I opened my eyes I met with dark brown eyes and smoky eyeshadow. The room was empty only me and him ,The bitter reality, someone who is the reason I lost zayn.
"Harry are you okay princess?" I just stare at him with disbelief, he killed zayn and now asking if I'm okay?
"You're in my house baby, we are alone just you and me. "Perfect;I checked my pockets to find the gun; no nothing, but damiano's gun was in his pocket and I could see it.
"Dom...ca..can you hug me please?" I said and burst into tears.
His eyes softened as he hugged me tight. I slowly moved my hands to his gun and bring it out and pushed him away.
"Harry what are you doing princess? I know it's hard but we can move on. We can go to Italy or anywhere you like and start our new life." I laughed bitterly;
"Oh yeah?"
" yes we will be happy. I love you and zayn just stole you from me..."
I shoot his legs as he screamed, I got closer to him.
"Harry please I need help.."
I smirked as put my boots on his bleeding leg.
Another scream,
" you told the cops about zayn."
He was crying in pain.
"Like a pussy you're, not able to fight him by your own, so you just chose the easiest way."
I walked around the room.
"Harry you're in shock I promise I won't tell anyone about this. It's not you princess."
I laughed angrily.
" of course it's not me, cause Harry is dead and I'm only here to kill you damiano, Italian bad boi."
He tried to stand up but I shoot him again.
" go fuck yourself in hell slut." I shoot in the head.
" I'm coming for you zayn." I kissed my heart tattoo on my arm that was matching with zayn.
" I can't live without you anyways. I'm not strong..."
I point the gun on my temple and pow...
The blue skies turn to grey
No more stories
You've gone away
Your sunny eyes
Our broken arms
My day turned black
Since the day I saw you,
since the day we met,
I knew this I wouldn't forget.
I have loved you more than life itself,
So I ended my pain
With a bullet in my brain
You waited for me under the rain
I told you it's not the END.
